Tamara Willems

practicing this…

If I could promise you, 
that each time you took just one step 
out of doors 
something wonderful would be there 
to  
greet  
you 
no matter how you had been feeling that day 
with something joyful,  
just simple 
or 
sweet 
that there were miracles and magic 
and wonder 
waiting…  somewhere 
just next to you 
that might otherwise have been 
overlooked 
 
if I could promise that
the days when you feel sorrowful 
scornful or  
sad 
something was there to hold you 
while you waded your way through 
something 
hopeful and tender  
in soft muted 
light 
that possibly you just  
hadn’t realized 
was yours 

if I could guarantee that love
was there 
to surround you 
or that someone, somewhere was 
thinking of you 
that you were safe and needed 
and warm 

Even if… 
I didn’t have all the answers  
to the why’s, and the how’s 
and the  
why not’s 
to the ridiculous notions 
of fairness 
and fullness  
and dues 
 
even if, in the moment,  
I couldn’t give 
that thing you were expecting 
that sudden tangible 
reprieve 
from a grief in the making 
 
would you trust me still 
to know 
somehow, that love and kindness 
were all we could depend on 
to save 
us 

If I could promise you, 
a hand to hold 
a shoulder for strength 
an arm  
to lean on 
ears that would listen 
and a heart that would carry your pain 
without judgement 
without pity 
without 
fear 

if I could promise you grace
and presence 
and care 
the miraculous-ness of one deep 
breath 
and only in my own fallible fashion 
with no particular prowess 
no self-proclaimed  
degree 

except to tell you
that I 
was born into a universe of love 
that this 
is all I know 
 
and that I 
will always, 
always…  be here 
should you need me

practicing
this

… probably
in the garden  ♥

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