{"id":1089,"date":"2017-01-25T16:21:33","date_gmt":"2017-01-25T21:21:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1089"},"modified":"2017-01-25T16:21:33","modified_gmt":"2017-01-25T21:21:33","slug":"rising-tides","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1089","title":{"rendered":"rising tides &#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>the water is getting higher<br \/>\nI say to my husband, closing my eyes<br \/>\nand sinking into his chest, I can feel it in my ears<br \/>\nI know he says \u2026<\/p>\n<p>this means of course that I have been<br \/>\nsinking a little,<br \/>\nas happens with me from time to time<br \/>\nmaybe I have been short, slightly irritable<br \/>\n(preposterous, \u00a0I know!)<br \/>\nor just simply drawn by the recent lack of<br \/>\nsunshine<\/p>\n<p>also I suppose, I am tired and worn<br \/>\nwith the weight of the world<br \/>\nbewildered by unkindness and untruths<br \/>\nand hard pressed to keep my light<br \/>\nin a tightly woven web of<br \/>\nfear<\/p>\n<p>and so I retreat to a<br \/>\nquietness, within<br \/>\nand I<br \/>\nbreathe deeply<br \/>\nin<br \/>\nthen<br \/>\nout<\/p>\n<p>What is it you aspire to?<br \/>\nWhat is it You wish to be?<br \/>\nI\u2019ve always said I aspire to be a recluse<br \/>\nsometimes heard<br \/>\nbut rarely<br \/>\nseen<br \/>\nthis was my ideal, rarely bothered<br \/>\nquietly content<br \/>\nbut really what I genuinely aspire to be<br \/>\nis Peace<\/p>\n<p>not to be \u2018left in peace\u2019<br \/>\nnot be \u2018at peace\u2019<br \/>\nbut just to<br \/>\nbe<\/p>\n<p>peace<\/p>\n<p>and in this peace there is of course<br \/>\nLove<br \/>\nas this is what holds me<br \/>\nand guides me<br \/>\nand anchors me<\/p>\n<p>so this becomes my practice<br \/>\nwhen the great noise of the world<br \/>\noutside starts to swell<br \/>\nand I feel the need to get away<br \/>\nfrom everything<br \/>\nas well as<br \/>\nmyself<\/p>\n<p>first<br \/>\nI recognize<br \/>\nquietly then, \u00a0I<br \/>\nsurrender<br \/>\nI close my eyes<br \/>\nreturn<br \/>\nto my breath, with ease<br \/>\nand always to gratitude<\/p>\n<p>the water is getting higher<br \/>\nI say to my husband, closing my eyes<br \/>\nand sinking into his chest<br \/>\nI know he says,<br \/>\nas he wraps his arms around me<br \/>\nand holds me tighter<\/p>\n<p>and it is here<br \/>\nI am Peace<\/p>\n<p>and it is this then<br \/>\nthat I can offer<br \/>\nthe world<\/p>\n<p>when all we have is Love<br \/>\nLove<br \/>\nis all<br \/>\nwe<br \/>\nhave \u00a0\u2665<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>pssst \u00a0pass it on &#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>the water is getting higher I say to my husband, closing my eyes and sinking into his chest, I can feel it in my ears I know he says \u2026 this means of course that I have been sinking a&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1089\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1090,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1089","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1089","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1089"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1089\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1093,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1089\/revisions\/1093"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1090"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1089"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1089"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1089"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}