\n
to feel the fear
\nthe pain
\nthe hollow …<\/p>\n
I have loved you dearly
\na guiding force
\na pillar of strength
\nof firm beliefs
\nand strong opinions<\/p>\n
yet not without
\na soft vulnerability
\nan openness of sorts
\na definite core of loving kindness
\nand always great humor<\/p>\n
my greatest friend
\nmy strongest supporter
\nloving the most precious parts of me
\nmy husband and our children
\nmy anchor in rough waters
\nalways my ‘go to’ for assurance
\nof life<\/p>\n
will i be un-anchored
\nset adrift
\naching from loss
\ndrowning in deep sorrow<\/p>\n
or will i instead choose
\nto be buoyed by this love
\nand steadied by this strength
\ncourageous enough
\nto see you go<\/p>\n
willing to feel tears flow
\nand pain pierce my heart
\nbut accepting all of this
\nas a part of love<\/p>\n
and knowing I have honored and cherished
\nthis love
\nby telling you often
\nwhile you were here with me
\nI shall go on loving and
\ncherishing you always
\nas a part of me
\nand keeping you here .. with me
\nwhile
\nletting you
\ngo \u2665<\/u><\/i><\/p>\n
Peace and Love to guide you always, Aunt Pat – with all of my heart , and my deepest Gratitude to you for loving me …. I will miss you so very much xx<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
when does it ever feel like the time is right to let someone go how does one ever have the strength the courage the love to be … without to feel the sting of tears to manage the lump…
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