{"id":1717,"date":"2017-11-22T14:20:49","date_gmt":"2017-11-22T19:20:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1717"},"modified":"2017-11-22T14:20:49","modified_gmt":"2017-11-22T19:20:49","slug":"to-a-noticing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1717","title":{"rendered":"to a noticing&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don\u2019t always get to sit and share coffee with my love<br \/>\nmaybe a couple of times a week<\/p>\n<p>and when I do it is always he, who<br \/>\nfills me up<br \/>\nwhen I am firmly ensconced in a good book<br \/>\nI am not always aware when it has been poured<br \/>\nand again I am<br \/>\nfull<br \/>\nbut when it happens that some little thing<br \/>\ngives me a nudge<br \/>\nto<br \/>\nnotice<br \/>\nI stop what I am reading, I breathe<br \/>\nI smile<br \/>\nand I say Thank you to my love<br \/>\nfor filling me<br \/>\nup<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t always get to wash my hair<br \/>\non work days I pull it up in a ponytail<br \/>\nand go<br \/>\non my days off, I luxuriate in the warm water<br \/>\nand I<br \/>\nnotice<br \/>\nthe real pleasure of gentle massage<br \/>\nand kindness<br \/>\nthe feeling of fresh and light<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nclean<br \/>\nand the great privilege<br \/>\nof this<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t always get to see the sunrise<br \/>\nat this time of year my work day starts well<br \/>\nbefore the sun (and indeed I) are ready to be<br \/>\nroused<br \/>\nand some dreary fall days change from darkness<br \/>\nto morning light<br \/>\nare hardly<br \/>\nnotable<br \/>\nyesterday, on my path to the greenhouse<br \/>\nI am drawn to<br \/>\nnotice<br \/>\nthe glorious rising of light<br \/>\nmagnificent ethereal wings extend across the sky<br \/>\nin wisps of a brilliant feathery pink<br \/>\nbeside which are stunning blends of orange,<br \/>\nyellow and a soft glowing red<br \/>\nstretching out<br \/>\nI wonder for a brief moment, if anyone else<br \/>\ncan see<br \/>\namazed by this beauty, I breathe it in<br \/>\nand express great gratitude for a show<br \/>\nof colours much grander<br \/>\nthan<br \/>\nI<br \/>\nand despite the cold wind, I expand myself<br \/>\nand make this<br \/>\nthe start of a<br \/>\nbeautiful<br \/>\nday<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t always feel up to receiving<br \/>\nafter a long hard day<br \/>\nI am tired, and achy and wishing for<br \/>\nquiet comfort<br \/>\nwrapping myself in a sweater, I sit down<br \/>\nwith a hot cup of tea<br \/>\nroutinely checking messages, I pause<br \/>\nto<br \/>\nnotice<br \/>\na kindness<br \/>\nto read the words,<br \/>\n\u2018this made me think of you\u2019<br \/>\nare there ever any nicer?<br \/>\nand to share some love and a virtual<br \/>\nhug<br \/>\nwith someone dear, a very real<br \/>\nconnecting of our hearts<br \/>\nhas the power to<br \/>\nsoothe my every whinge<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nsuddenly I am softened<br \/>\nwarmed<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nblessed<\/p>\n<p>possibly in today\u2019s world of bad news<br \/>\nand worse news<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nfear<br \/>\nwe seem to revel in deaths, destruction<br \/>\nand downfalls<br \/>\nexpressing our outrage<br \/>\nin uncovering and exposing<br \/>\nand every confounded unsightly detail<br \/>\nrepeated and blatantly discussed<br \/>\nover and over<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nover<\/p>\n<p>perhaps we fail sometimes<br \/>\nto<br \/>\nnotice<br \/>\nthe Love<br \/>\nthe Beauty<br \/>\nthe Kindness<br \/>\nand indeed the Peace<br \/>\nwe are offered everyday<br \/>\nin small<br \/>\n(and sometimes very grand)<br \/>\nways<\/p>\n<p>but you see, in the blessing of<br \/>\na life of<br \/>\ngratitude and ease<\/p>\n<p>and too, in just a pause<br \/>\nto recognize<\/p>\n<p>we are always being drawn<br \/>\nby the divine<\/p>\n<p>to a<br \/>\nnoticing \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don\u2019t always get to sit and share coffee with my love maybe a couple of times a week and when I do it is always he, who fills me up when I am firmly ensconced in a good book&hellip; 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