{"id":1916,"date":"2018-02-25T14:16:17","date_gmt":"2018-02-25T19:16:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1916"},"modified":"2018-02-25T15:06:32","modified_gmt":"2018-02-25T20:06:32","slug":"finding-light-among-the-shadows","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1916","title":{"rendered":"finding light among the shadows&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This morning while I read,<br \/>\nthe sun is shining brightly on my face and arms<br \/>\noutside the wind is whipping wildly<br \/>\na small branch, a favourite perch for the cardinal is periodically scraping<br \/>\na screeching noise across the window<br \/>\nin the kitchen I can see shadows and light dancing on counters and<br \/>\nwalls<br \/>\nthis morning while I read,<br \/>\nI am thinking about the delicacy of life<br \/>\nthe strength of love<br \/>\nand wondering why or how I suppose,<br \/>\nwe have become so very blas\u00e9 about<br \/>\nunkindness<\/p>\n<p>we are all too eager to blast out our political views<br \/>\nand constant streams of conspiracy<br \/>\nperceived mess ups, foul ups and missteps<br \/>\nwe can argue our rights, our demands, our \u2018freedoms\u2019<br \/>\nour religions, our beliefs, our wealth of<br \/>\nknowledge<br \/>\nyet not as an offering, open to understanding<br \/>\nmore rather as the first slap<br \/>\nof a dueling glove<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t know what it is we gain by being<br \/>\nunkind<br \/>\nwhy we feel compelled always to loudly<br \/>\ndefend<\/p>\n<p>I guess, we like noise<br \/>\nwe like to be heard,<br \/>\nwe don\u2019t however, so much like to<br \/>\nlisten<br \/>\nto look\u2026\u00a0 to see<\/p>\n<p>to my mind unkindness is just that,<br \/>\nit is<br \/>\nun-kind<br \/>\nit is not&#8230;\u00a0 kindness<\/p>\n<p>this is not a condemnation,<br \/>\na finger to point<br \/>\nwe are human, I get that, we are flawed (and we do NOT like our flaws)<br \/>\nI most certainly am<br \/>\ntoo<br \/>\nevery day we can see both shadows and light<br \/>\ndancing,<br \/>\nevery day<\/p>\n<p>I guess it really just depends on where it is we choose<br \/>\nto<br \/>\nlook<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>&#8216;We see the world, not as it is, but as we are\u2026 \u2018<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>this morning while I am writing,<br \/>\nand I am thinking,<br \/>\nkindness,\u00a0 seems so simple really<br \/>\nbut I guess<br \/>\nit\u2019s<br \/>\nnot<\/p>\n<p>a cloud crosses, momentarily shielding the sun\u2026<\/p>\n<p>the cat stretches his paw across my keyboard<br \/>\ntouches my hand, stops my fingers<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nquite unexpectedly, \u00a0a message<br \/>\npops up on my screen<br \/>\nquite<br \/>\nunexpected&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>and then<br \/>\nthe sun shines bright enough on me<br \/>\nto make my eyes water<\/p>\n<p>I breathe,<br \/>\nsettle in to stillness<br \/>\nand once again,<br \/>\nI begin<br \/>\nwith<br \/>\ngratitude \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This morning while I read, the sun is shining brightly on my face and arms outside the wind is whipping wildly a small branch, a favourite perch for the cardinal is periodically scraping a screeching noise across the window in&hellip; 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