{"id":1971,"date":"2018-03-23T14:58:06","date_gmt":"2018-03-23T18:58:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1971"},"modified":"2018-03-23T15:24:14","modified_gmt":"2018-03-23T19:24:14","slug":"a-never-ending-search-for-things-that-beautify","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1971","title":{"rendered":"a never ending search for things&#8230; that beautify"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>If you follow me here, you may possibly be aware of my fondness for books,<br \/>\nI am almost equally as passionate about documentaries<br \/>\nI suppose the obvious thing that relates here<br \/>\nis just how very much I love stories<br \/>\nstories behind, around,\u00a0 contained..\u00a0 sometimes hidden<br \/>\npeople\u2019s stories<br \/>\nof how things came to be, of how we<br \/>\ncame to be<br \/>\nthe other night just as I am about to head off to bed<br \/>\nI am caught up by a program about Anna Pavord<br \/>\nher home in south west England<br \/>\nand her passion for gardening<br \/>\nI am hooked as soon as I see the English countryside<br \/>\nand the glorious sight of an English garden<br \/>\ninstantly I can see myself in it<br \/>\nthe sights, the sounds, the smells<br \/>\nthe plants, the birds<br \/>\nah\u2026\u00a0 take me away<br \/>\nor rather\u2026\u00a0 leave me here<br \/>\nI move closer to the TV, I watch and I listen,<br \/>\ncompletely enthralled as Anna talks about the need for pruning<br \/>\nand care<br \/>\nand just how very healing her need for this kind of nature<br \/>\nis<br \/>\nahhhh yes, I think ..\u00a0\u00a0 ah yes\u2026<br \/>\nit\u2019s funny,\u00a0 that this is heaven to me, although I am not what you would call<br \/>\na very good gardener<br \/>\nI find pruning slightly painful,\u00a0 even when I know it to be a necessary evil<br \/>\nI cringe when I hear someone speak of &#8216;ripping things out&#8217;\u00a0 and I wish to gather up<br \/>\nall discards and un-cared for&#8217;s<br \/>\nand take them home to love,\u00a0 like abandoned puppies<br \/>\nnature&#8230; nurture<br \/>\nI just like things that<br \/>\ngrow<br \/>\nthings of beauty and comfort<br \/>\nunkempt and unbridled<br \/>\nnot forced or contained<br \/>\nthings of change and delight<br \/>\nas well as the living-ness of a garden<br \/>\n(never do I have a wish to feel &#8211; done)<br \/>\nthat encourages visitors, of the \u2018natural kind\u2019 &#8211; \u00a0birds, bees, butterflies, toads, bunnies,<br \/>\nyou get the idea<br \/>\nall welcome, not to be disturbed<br \/>\nI mean, I sometimes envision myself as this kind of gardener<br \/>\nthis lovely woman, who looks so natural in this setting<br \/>\nwho knows the names of all her plants<br \/>\n(where mine are usually called the pink one, and those yellow ones)<br \/>\nand knows just who grows best with whom<br \/>\nshe also passionately talks about weeding, and this I am not very good at<br \/>\nI sort of believe in giving everything its chance to<br \/>\nbeautify, in it&#8217;s own way..\u00a0 I guess<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #3366ff;\"><em>&#8220;The point of gardening is the doing of it, not having got it done. It&#8217;s the process that matters, though it is of course directed towards an end result. It&#8217;s rare now for people to stay in the same place for generation after generation&#8230;In your garden, you can take a stand against the prevailing trashy mood of the time.&#8221;\u00a0 <\/em><em>~ Anna Pavord<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>it is for me also the company I keep, in the garden<br \/>\nthe plants and flowers<br \/>\nthe quiet jubilant beauty<br \/>\nthe nature of which causes me to slow down,<br \/>\nto seek,<br \/>\nto pause<br \/>\nto<br \/>\nnotice<\/p>\n<p>and there really is a great healing peacefulness in this<br \/>\na space of one\u2019s own<br \/>\nto breathe<br \/>\nto<br \/>\nwander<\/p>\n<p>to think<\/p>\n<p>to be amazed and delighted<br \/>\nby small things,\u00a0 that may otherwise go<br \/>\nunseen<br \/>\nto feel the sun on your skin<\/p>\n<p>for me it just makes the world<br \/>\nfeel right<\/p>\n<p>and my place in it<br \/>\nfeel<\/p>\n<p>gracious<\/p>\n<p>here, I am my own kind of beauty<br \/>\nand I am always<br \/>\nGratitude<\/p>\n<p>and that is a beautiful place to be \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If you follow me here, you may possibly be aware of my fondness for books, I am almost equally as passionate about documentaries I suppose the obvious thing that relates here is just how very much I love stories stories&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1971\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1972,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[46,45,36,48,47],"class_list":["post-1971","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-findingonesplace","tag-gardenlove","tag-gratitudealways","tag-passionforlife","tag-seekingbeauty"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1971","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1971"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1971\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1978,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1971\/revisions\/1978"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1972"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1971"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1971"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1971"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}