{"id":1988,"date":"2018-04-04T15:49:23","date_gmt":"2018-04-04T19:49:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1988"},"modified":"2018-04-04T15:49:23","modified_gmt":"2018-04-04T19:49:23","slug":"i-take-my-waking-slow","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1988","title":{"rendered":"I take my waking slow&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Snow huh\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>it\u2019s in the waiting for spring,<br \/>\nincreasingly the world seems to thrive as a<br \/>\nfast paced society<br \/>\nin a rush for change,\u00a0 hurry up, \u00a0hurry\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 UP<br \/>\nto move, move, move\u2026<br \/>\nand then<br \/>\nto<br \/>\nwait<\/p>\n<p>and complain, and complain and to<br \/>\ncomplain<\/p>\n<p>even though the calendar says spring ,<br \/>\nthis morning I wake up to a ground covering of snow<br \/>\nand wild whipping winds<br \/>\nmy lovely crocuses holding tight<br \/>\nto their glorious purple gowns<br \/>\ncurled in tight, gathered around them<br \/>\nnow donning crowns and shawls of white<br \/>\nI smile at them, as<br \/>\nit appears they\u2019ve been<br \/>\nanointed<\/p>\n<p>and really,\u00a0 I find myself not the least bit disappointed in this<br \/>\nweather<br \/>\nthis to me really is the nature<br \/>\nof spring<br \/>\nas it should be<br \/>\nan easing in..<br \/>\na slow awakening<br \/>\na soft transition from wintry blasts, snow and ice<br \/>\nto vibrancy, renewal and<br \/>\ngrowth<br \/>\nas a group we are in want of rush<br \/>\nof hurry, of change<br \/>\nto flip the page<br \/>\nbut not me, I flourish on contentment<br \/>\nmaybe it\u2019s age,\u00a0 I don\u2019t want to feel time\u2019s passing<br \/>\nbut I think it\u2019s more than this<br \/>\nas we know very well, time does indeed<br \/>\npass<br \/>\nand for me, while I am here,<br \/>\nI just wish to<br \/>\nnotice<br \/>\nto feel, to see, to<br \/>\ntaste<br \/>\nto appreciate<br \/>\nI don\u2019t want to miss, a thing of beauty<br \/>\nI wish to always be<br \/>\nopen<br \/>\nto be<br \/>\nastonished<br \/>\nto be a&#8211;ma&#8212;zed<br \/>\nand in practicing this<br \/>\nthere is for me, \u00a0in every day something that touches me<br \/>\ndeeply<br \/>\nand every day I can feel myself expand in this blessing<br \/>\nI revel in the languid-ness of an intentioned life<\/p>\n<p>my day off today,<br \/>\nafter a brief step outside for gazing<br \/>\nin the chill<br \/>\nI take time to luxuriate in the sumptuousness of a hot shower<br \/>\nto bask in a morning reading a lovely book that is making me smile<br \/>\nas inside, I begin to dance<br \/>\nto sharing the morning with my love<br \/>\ncoffee and later lunch together<br \/>\nbefore he goes, \u00a0and as he does<br \/>\nto savouring<br \/>\nkisses<\/p>\n<p>today, \u00a0I am listening to the extraordinary Amy Winehouse<br \/>\nwith great reverence<br \/>\nthree albums I have just acquired<br \/>\nonce again, I am \u2018late\u2019 to the party<br \/>\nnever one for the popular vote, I suppose<br \/>\nI like to come to things on my own terms<br \/>\nin my own time\u2026<br \/>\nto a falling in love,\u00a0 deeply<br \/>\ngenuinely and<br \/>\nslow<br \/>\nI am a firm believer in all things in good time<br \/>\nno matter how much we like to push<br \/>\nor rush<br \/>\nI am almost certain<br \/>\nthings do happen..\u00a0 as they should<\/p>\n<p>like life,<br \/>\nlike love<br \/>\nlike beauty<br \/>\nand yes ..<br \/>\neven<br \/>\nlike<br \/>\nspring<\/p>\n<p>easing in<br \/>\nslow awakening<br \/>\ngratitude<br \/>\nand<br \/>\ncontentment<\/p>\n<p>much to savour<br \/>\nand always time<br \/>\nto<br \/>\ndo<br \/>\nso \u2665<\/p>\n<p>to you this day,\u00a0 with these words in my\u00a0 head,<br \/>\nfrom <span style=\"color: #000080;\">The Waking by Theodore Roethke<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000080;\"><em>I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.<br \/>\n<\/em><em>I feel my fate in what I cannot fear.<br \/>\n<\/em><em>I learn by going where I have to go.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000080;\"><em>\u00a0<\/em><em>We think by feeling. What is there to know?<br \/>\n<\/em><\/span><em><span style=\"color: #000080;\">I hear my being dance from ear to ear.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000080;\"> I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow&#8230;<\/span>\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Snow huh\u2026. it\u2019s in the waiting for spring, increasingly the world seems to thrive as a fast paced society in a rush for change,\u00a0 hurry up, \u00a0hurry\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 UP to move, move, move\u2026 and then to wait and complain, and complain&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=1988\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1989,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[56,57,55,54,53],"class_list":["post-1988","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-livelifelovegratitude","tag-perfectcontentment","tag-savouringlife","tag-springsnow","tag-theodoreroethke"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1988","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1988"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1988\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1991,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1988\/revisions\/1991"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1989"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1988"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1988"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1988"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}