{"id":2079,"date":"2018-05-23T16:52:10","date_gmt":"2018-05-23T20:52:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2079"},"modified":"2018-05-23T20:38:55","modified_gmt":"2018-05-24T00:38:55","slug":"to-finding-your-song","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2079","title":{"rendered":"to finding your song&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My husband is up early, by the time I come down the stairs<br \/>\nhe is already outside rooting things up<br \/>\nin the garden<br \/>\nwhile I, feeling quite tired this week<br \/>\nrelish a bit of a lie in<br \/>\nand a day off<br \/>\nhe has just the morning, before work<br \/>\nand so he is up and busy<br \/>\nputtering outside, and then he is off on his bike<br \/>\nbefore I have even had a second cup<br \/>\nI do come out first thing, to feed the birds<br \/>\nbut then I am happy to return<br \/>\nto my book,\u00a0 for a little anyway<br \/>\nbefore long I have joined him in the sunshine<br \/>\nthis then, is the rhythm of us<br \/>\nperhaps I am slow and steady<br \/>\nwhile he<br \/>\ngets things done<br \/>\nmost times the only rushing I do<br \/>\nis in my head<br \/>\nwhen thoughts and worries attempt unruly coups<br \/>\nI would say, \u00a0I am quite active in my cultivation<br \/>\nof a peaceable<br \/>\nlife<br \/>\nthis is how I manifest gratitude<br \/>\nI like to quietly observe<br \/>\nto notice<br \/>\nI believe this, is how you<br \/>\nsee<br \/>\nthis morning, I take in just how lovely and vibrantly red is the lady bug<br \/>\nwho has flown in and landed on my husband\u2019s shirt<br \/>\nthis simple kind of thing has me briefly in awe<br \/>\nalso, the jumbo-ness of a couple of bumblebees<br \/>\nbuzzing about<br \/>\nmy Queen of the Night tulips, showing signs of recent visitation<br \/>\nby the scant splattering of pollen that remains on their petals<br \/>\nas well as the chattering voracious bit of song in the branches above<br \/>\nfrom my little wren, remarkable that voice.<br \/>\nindeed spectacularly loud from one<br \/>\nso tiny<br \/>\nmy husband again finds morels in the front garden and I am delighted<br \/>\nas I know there are fairies at work<br \/>\nwe take our wander around<br \/>\nlooking at things that need to be done<br \/>\ntrimmed, moved, perhaps tidied up<br \/>\nre-planted<br \/>\nand yet we don\u2019t begin a single thing<br \/>\nwe just keep walking<br \/>\nmy favourite kind of walk<br \/>\njust looking,<br \/>\nwe call it \u2018the tour\u2019<br \/>\nwe take it together<br \/>\njust he and I, and most times the dog<br \/>\nwe work well together<br \/>\nin this kind of life<\/p>\n<p>in this rhythm of us<\/p>\n<p>it is I would say, a great, great blessing<br \/>\nto absolutely love one\u2019s life<br \/>\ndespite the broken washing machine, the sometime<br \/>\nconflicting work schedules<br \/>\nthe smattering of life\u2019s little annoyances<\/p>\n<p>it all comes and goes with a gentler kind of ease<br \/>\nwhen you can find great beauty<br \/>\nwithin<\/p>\n<p>when you can see it<br \/>\nand hear it<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nfeel<br \/>\nit<\/p>\n<p>when you can offer space<br \/>\nforgiveness<br \/>\nopen understanding<br \/>\nkindness and<br \/>\nease<\/p>\n<p>when you can know the worthiness of love<br \/>\nwhen you can feel it\u2019s swell<\/p>\n<p>it is in You<\/p>\n<p>that\u2019s where it starts<br \/>\nthat\u2019s where it lives<br \/>\nthat is<br \/>\nwhere you will find it<\/p>\n<p>Consciously is how you give it<br \/>\nand how<br \/>\nyou<br \/>\nreceive it<\/p>\n<p>that is the rhythm of us<\/p>\n<p>and that<br \/>\nis\u2026<br \/>\nmy favourite song\u00a0 \u2665<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-2081\" src=\"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/IMG_9034.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1600\" height=\"1200\" srcset=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/IMG_9034.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/IMG_9034-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/IMG_9034-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/IMG_9034-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/IMG_9034-1170x878.jpg 1170w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My husband is up early, by the time I come down the stairs he is already outside rooting things up in the garden while I, feeling quite tired this week relish a bit of a lie in and a day&hellip; 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