{"id":21,"date":"2015-05-13T14:22:12","date_gmt":"2015-05-13T18:22:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=21"},"modified":"2015-06-20T14:25:57","modified_gmt":"2015-06-20T18:25:57","slug":"perhaps-i-am-becoming-expert","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=21","title":{"rendered":"perhaps I am becoming expert"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>I am not an expert swimmer<br \/>\nmore to truth<br \/>\nI am not an expert .. anything<br \/>\nperhaps I am becoming expert<br \/>\nat madly treading water<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nwhen waves come rolling in<br \/>\ndeep and heavy<br \/>\nnerves feel frayed<br \/>\njaw tense<br \/>\nheart aches &#8230;<br \/>\njust a little<br \/>\nI long for the safety<br \/>\nof a hidden shore<br \/>\narms to hold me<br \/>\nyet never to be found<br \/>\nI am gasping<br \/>\nI am flailing<br \/>\nI am heavy<br \/>\nI .. wallow<br \/>\nuntil I can feel myself sinking<br \/>\nslowly<br \/>\nnow, rapidly<br \/>\nI tread madly<br \/>\nkeeping my head<br \/>\nabove water<br \/>\nturning my face to the sky<br \/>\noffering the rawness of my heart<br \/>\nit&#8217;s time<br \/>\nto float ..<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>~ tamara willems<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-22 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/11235432_948196318545977_4821447629190295356_n.jpg\" alt=\"11235432_948196318545977_4821447629190295356_n\" width=\"495\" height=\"329\" srcset=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/11235432_948196318545977_4821447629190295356_n.jpg 495w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/11235432_948196318545977_4821447629190295356_n-300x199.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 495px) 100vw, 495px\" \/><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am not an expert swimmer more to truth I am not an expert .. anything perhaps I am becoming expert at madly treading water when waves come rolling in deep and heavy nerves feel frayed jaw tense heart aches&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=21\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21\/revisions\/23"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}