{"id":2189,"date":"2018-07-07T12:09:25","date_gmt":"2018-07-07T16:09:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2189"},"modified":"2018-07-11T12:09:48","modified_gmt":"2018-07-11T16:09:48","slug":"gardening-solitude","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2189","title":{"rendered":"gardening solitude&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;\">Today I\u2019ll make myself a work of art<\/span><br style=\"color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;\" \/><span style=\"color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;\">And revel in my own version of unmade<\/span><br style=\"color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;\" \/><span style=\"color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;\">Beauty<\/span><br style=\"color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;\" \/><span style=\"color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;\">Fear of missing out, it\u2019s become a thing<\/span><br style=\"color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;\" \/><span style=\"color: #1d2129; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;\">In the age of full contact we seem to suffer greatly from the fear of missing out<\/span><span class=\"text_exposed_show\" style=\"display: inline; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; color: #1d2129;\"><br \/>\nIt\u2019s an interesting world for an introvert<br \/>\nAt times wanting to stay connected, but also quite<br \/>\nProtective of my need for solitude<br \/>\nI guess it comes with the fact that I am not a good hostess<br \/>\nAwkward and uncomfortable with someone in my space<br \/>\nQuite sure I fail at all social graces<br \/>\nI am inclined to prefer the company of birds, bees, butterflies and fish<br \/>\nThe trick here is to stay connected to the world<br \/>\nWhilst also disconnecting from the world<br \/>\nInviting you into my garden (of words)<br \/>\nWhile keeping its sanctity all to myself<br \/>\nMaybe it\u2019s all just human nature<br \/>\nOpening ourselves to the sun<br \/>\nStill slightly fearful<br \/>\nOf<br \/>\nBeing<br \/>\nBurned\u00a0<span class=\"_5mfr _47e3\" style=\"line-height: 0; vertical-align: middle; margin-right: 1px; margin-left: 1px; font-family: inherit;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"img\" style=\"border-width: 0px; border-style: initial; vertical-align: -3px;\" role=\"presentation\" src=\"https:\/\/static.xx.fbcdn.net\/images\/emoji.php\/v9\/f6a\/1\/16\/1f497.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"16\" height=\"16\" \/><span class=\"_7oe\" style=\"display: inline-block; font-size: 0px; width: 0px; font-family: inherit;\">\ud83d\udc97<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-2191\" src=\"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IMG_9490.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1600\" height=\"1200\" srcset=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IMG_9490.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IMG_9490-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IMG_9490-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IMG_9490-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/IMG_9490-1170x878.jpg 1170w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today I\u2019ll make myself a work of artAnd revel in my own version of unmadeBeautyFear of missing out, it\u2019s become a thingIn the age of full contact we seem to suffer greatly from the fear of missing out It\u2019s an&hellip; 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