{"id":2214,"date":"2018-07-20T17:49:05","date_gmt":"2018-07-20T21:49:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2214"},"modified":"2018-07-20T17:49:05","modified_gmt":"2018-07-20T21:49:05","slug":"a-day-to-be-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2214","title":{"rendered":"a day to be&#8230;  me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Friday<br \/>\nis my day to<br \/>\nbe.<\/p>\n<p>When first I wake this morning, I am in no hurry to rise<br \/>\neven though I can hear the dog barking which then turns into a howl<br \/>\nhe thinks he has been left<br \/>\nalone<br \/>\nthe clock says 7:45, which means both sons have left for work<br \/>\nand my husband is off to the driving range to<br \/>\nteach lessons<br \/>\nstill I am not yet ready to<br \/>\nmove<br \/>\ntoo tired and anticipating stiffness<br \/>\nfrom hands that were overtaxed yesterday at work<br \/>\nI drift back into dream<br \/>\nI dream that my neighbour has cut down a large tree<br \/>\nand a shrub<br \/>\ncreating a rather large hole in our fence line<br \/>\nand I am horrified<br \/>\nsomehow this mingles with a dream of an intense and quite nasty<br \/>\nfight with my daughter, in which both of us are horrible human beings<br \/>\nwhen finally I do get up and make my way downstairs<br \/>\nI am happy to find, neither of these things have actually happened<br \/>\nso there\u2019s a bit of gratitude ..\u00a0 already<br \/>\nI am however,\u00a0 indeed feeling sort of off today<br \/>\nweary, and my allergies still reeking havoc<br \/>\ncausing bouts of dizziness<br \/>\nmaking my face puffy and my vision blurry<br \/>\nand while I am not nearly as sore and stiff as I thought I might be<br \/>\nI am still feeling the need for<br \/>\nease<br \/>\nI take my coffee outside and sit peacefully to finish my book<br \/>\njust me<br \/>\na couple of young blue jays,\u00a0 and a robin in the bird bath keeping cool<br \/>\na tiny peep below, and I know a toad is on his way to the pond<br \/>\nwhen I look up as a lovely breeze whispers through<br \/>\na dragon fly and then a gorgeous swallowtail grace my<br \/>\nspace<br \/>\nmy husband comes in,\u00a0 with just enough time for a kiss<br \/>\na couple of seconds of catch up<br \/>\na shower, a quick change<br \/>\nanother kiss<br \/>\nand then,\u00a0 again he is<br \/>\ngone<br \/>\nI miss him already<\/p>\n<p>a gorgeous plump bee buzzes into my field of vision<br \/>\nand I decide<br \/>\nto follow him out for a walk<br \/>\namong<br \/>\nthe<br \/>\nflowers<\/p>\n<p>Now one might wonder,\u00a0 but what are you doing?<br \/>\nWhat are you getting done?<br \/>\nWhat is it You are contributing to the world?<\/p>\n<p>I guess,<br \/>\nmaybe, I&#8217;m just trying to slow it down a little<\/p>\n<p>offer a little courage<br \/>\na little kindness<br \/>\na little<br \/>\nlove<\/p>\n<p>that&#8217;s all,\u00a0 because it&#8217;s Friday<br \/>\nand Friday<br \/>\nis my day to<br \/>\njust<br \/>\nbe &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; me\u00a0 \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Friday is my day to be. 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