{"id":2371,"date":"2018-09-09T16:50:24","date_gmt":"2018-09-09T20:50:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2371"},"modified":"2018-09-09T18:35:46","modified_gmt":"2018-09-09T22:35:46","slug":"what-if-today","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2371","title":{"rendered":"what if today&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What if today,<br \/>\nit\u2019s not in me to fight<br \/>\nwhat if I just leave you to your nasty politics<br \/>\nand misfired<br \/>\noutrage<br \/>\nwhat if today, I don\u2019t feel up to<br \/>\nstepping in, standing up<br \/>\nfor<br \/>\nmy<br \/>\nrights<br \/>\nwhat if I<br \/>\njust go ahead and live them anyway\u2026<\/p>\n<p>what if I don\u2019t yell<br \/>\nnot one time<br \/>\nin an effort to out-noise you<br \/>\nif I don\u2019t feel envious, or disgruntled<br \/>\nwhat if there is nothing, I covet<br \/>\nor resent you for having<\/p>\n<p>what if I have no desire to cause someone, celebrity or otherwise<br \/>\nto feel shame<br \/>\nor embarrassment<br \/>\nwhat if I don&#8217;t find fault, or seek blame<br \/>\nwhat if I choose not to<br \/>\nfire back, just so that mine are the last words<br \/>\nto stick<\/p>\n<p>what if I leave you to your facts as fiction<br \/>\nand things we don\u2019t really want to know<br \/>\nwhat if truth is just truth, because<br \/>\nit<br \/>\nis<\/p>\n<p>what if I&#8217;m just not up to it today&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u2018cause today,<br \/>\nI just want to rest here<br \/>\nin life<br \/>\nin love<br \/>\nin<br \/>\npeace<br \/>\nand kindness<\/p>\n<p>today,<br \/>\nI just want to celebrate<br \/>\nand smile<\/p>\n<p>I want innocence<br \/>\nand gentle contentment<br \/>\nI want to soak this up<\/p>\n<p>I want to put something beautiful into the world<br \/>\nand hope that it<br \/>\nheals<\/p>\n<p>and then<br \/>\nin comes UB40 and Robert Palmer,<\/p>\n<p><em>\u266a\u00a0Close your eyes, close the door<br \/>\nYou don&#8217;t have to worry any more<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll be your baby tonight<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0 Shut the light, shut the shade<br \/>\nYou don&#8217;t have to be afraid<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll be your baby tonight<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0Well, the mockingbird&#8217;s gonna sail away<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re gonna forget it<br \/>\nBig old moon&#8217;s gonna shine like a spoon<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re gonna let it, you won&#8217;t regret it<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0 Kick your shoes off do not fear<br \/>\nBring that bottle over here<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll be your baby tonight\u00a0 \u266a \u266a\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>and then\u2026<br \/>\nwe dance \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What if today, it\u2019s not in me to fight what if I just leave you to your nasty politics and misfired outrage what if today, I don\u2019t feel up to stepping in, standing up for my rights what if I&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2371\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2372,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[133,134,132,26],"class_list":["post-2371","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-beautifulthings","tag-easylikesundaymorning","tag-lovepeacekindness","tag-writinglife"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2371","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2371"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2371\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2377,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2371\/revisions\/2377"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2372"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2371"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2371"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2371"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}