{"id":2432,"date":"2018-10-05T15:36:38","date_gmt":"2018-10-05T19:36:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2432"},"modified":"2018-10-06T11:09:53","modified_gmt":"2018-10-06T15:09:53","slug":"because-of-this","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2432","title":{"rendered":"because of this&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>because I am a reader, \u00a0a thinker, a listener<br \/>\nand I hope,<br \/>\na learner<br \/>\nbecause I am a writer (in my own small way<br \/>\nand said in my inside voice)<br \/>\nbecause I am a nurturer, a feeler<br \/>\nand a person of<br \/>\nheart<br \/>\nI have a tendency to get well drawn into<br \/>\nthe concerns of the day<br \/>\nbecause I am a reader of writers who they themselves<br \/>\nare drawn in<br \/>\nand to express oneself in thoughts and feelings is<br \/>\nhow we<br \/>\ndo<\/p>\n<p>especially when one would have thought or at the very least<br \/>\nin this day and age would have<br \/>\nhoped<br \/>\nthat these sorts of things would be unthinkable, intolerable<br \/>\nand unquestionable<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000080;\"><strong><em>\u201cThe world is a dangerous place to live, not because of the people who are evil, but because of the people who don&#8217;t do anything about it.\u201d\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0<\/em><em>~ Albert Einstein<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>from someone who has (bafflingly) been chosen to<br \/>\nlead<br \/>\nto call himself a<br \/>\nleader<br \/>\none who publicly mocks and vilifies and willingly spews blatant cruelty<br \/>\nto cheers<br \/>\nso sadly celebrated for doing so<br \/>\nthere can be no triumph here<\/p>\n<p>this I cannot understand<\/p>\n<p>I read about it, I write about it<br \/>\nI witness it<br \/>\nbut before the ugliness of intentionally or unthinkingly hurting someone else<br \/>\nas a way to feel superior<br \/>\ncan attach itself to my skin<br \/>\nI wash off the uncleanliness of it<br \/>\nI ground myself in what I know<br \/>\nand I continue to try to keep my heart<br \/>\nwhole, soft and open<\/p>\n<p>I will not understand it<\/p>\n<p>and then, when closer to home<br \/>\na health concern, or two<br \/>\na heart concern, or many<br \/>\na very real need for<br \/>\ngathering<br \/>\nand the heart beats strong<br \/>\none feels like linking arms and drawing friends<br \/>\ntogether<br \/>\nto being held<br \/>\nand to holding on<br \/>\nto what is right, to what is decent<br \/>\nto what is<br \/>\nkind<br \/>\nthere is never an excuse to be otherwise<br \/>\nto my thinking there is only<br \/>\nLove<\/p>\n<p>I find my ground in this<\/p>\n<p>and then,<br \/>\nbecause of this\u2026<br \/>\nI stand<br \/>\n(and I will always stand)<\/p>\n<p>in my own small way,<br \/>\nand in my inside voice<br \/>\nat the very least<br \/>\nI can offer<\/p>\n<p>I will continue to hold you<br \/>\nhere \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>because I am a reader, \u00a0a thinker, a listener and I hope, a learner because I am a writer (in my own small way and said in my inside voice) because I am a nurturer, a feeler and a person&hellip; 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