{"id":2623,"date":"2018-12-30T14:29:36","date_gmt":"2018-12-30T19:29:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2623"},"modified":"2018-12-30T14:29:36","modified_gmt":"2018-12-30T19:29:36","slug":"to-a-resting-of-wings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2623","title":{"rendered":"to a resting of wings&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019ve wanted to write,\u00a0 there just hasn\u2019t been time<br \/>\nso I am stopping here<br \/>\nfor a sit<br \/>\na brief pause, to sift through<br \/>\nas now we come to the close of another year,<br \/>\nquite remarkable how very fast days, weeks, months seem to pass<br \/>\nand one might wonder did we spend it<br \/>\nwell<\/p>\n<p>does it bring one to taking stock..<br \/>\nof loves, of losses<br \/>\nof gains<br \/>\nlife can change in astonishing ways<br \/>\nsome wonderful, some<br \/>\nworrisome, some..\u00a0 wows<br \/>\nto be here<br \/>\nrelishing the wealth of love and laughter, great pride and<br \/>\njoy<br \/>\nof my own dear brood<br \/>\nwhile off in the distance quietly falling away<br \/>\nfaint memories<br \/>\nthe now common fading ties of relations who really don\u2019t<br \/>\nwish to be<br \/>\nodd trails in the snow\u2026<\/p>\n<p>the celebration of fresh new endearing, enriching friendships<br \/>\nsome so familiar as if one had always known<br \/>\nolder rekindling of smiles shared<br \/>\nin new light<br \/>\nfreedoms and forgiveness<br \/>\nthe ease of great love<\/p>\n<p>not much one for resolutions, as such<br \/>\na new year for honouring a few stirrings of the heart<br \/>\nto learn some<br \/>\nto love lots<br \/>\nto release, to let go<br \/>\nof much stuff<br \/>\nboth inside and out<br \/>\nto cleaner lines and surfaces<br \/>\nto allowing for<br \/>\nspaces<br \/>\nto grow<br \/>\nto enrich and endear all of the life<br \/>\nthat I touch<br \/>\nin some way<br \/>\nand to do so,\u00a0 just gently<br \/>\nto leave the chars and ashes<br \/>\nof things I cannot control<br \/>\nthe strange fury of some<br \/>\nthe shouting and ire<br \/>\nloud nasty politics and constant stampede of serving<br \/>\noneself<br \/>\nto veering away from the crowd<\/p>\n<p>I want to walk softly<br \/>\nto quietly experience beauty and grace<br \/>\nthe great value of simple things<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nkindness<\/p>\n<p>I want to be kind<br \/>\nand I want you<br \/>\nto be kind<br \/>\ntoo<\/p>\n<p>I want to think gentle thoughts<br \/>\nand when I cannot<br \/>\nto just then, be<br \/>\nquiet<br \/>\nor still<\/p>\n<p>I want to show love<br \/>\nalways<br \/>\nand I want to feel love<br \/>\nalways<br \/>\nknowing full well that I AM LOVE<br \/>\nalways<br \/>\nwithout scoreboards or conditions<\/p>\n<p>I want to notice<br \/>\nI want to continue to marvel when I see the sun<br \/>\nthe moon,<br \/>\nor the stars<br \/>\nand then&#8230;\u00a0 \u00a0to breathe<br \/>\nin deep<br \/>\ncontentment<\/p>\n<p>I want to always be bold enough to tell you<br \/>\nI love you<br \/>\nat precisely the minute I think it<\/p>\n<p>I want to always begin<br \/>\nand end<br \/>\nwith gratitude<br \/>\na sigh<br \/>\nand a smile<\/p>\n<p>and really&#8230;\u00a0 what I wanted to do<br \/>\nwas send my sincerest good wishes<br \/>\nto you<br \/>\nfor a new year<\/p>\n<p>and then,<br \/>\nin my reverence to a life<br \/>\nthat is full<\/p>\n<p>of beauty, of wonder<br \/>\nof love<\/p>\n<p>to say Thank you\u00a0 \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019ve wanted to write,\u00a0 there just hasn\u2019t been time so I am stopping here for a sit a brief pause, to sift through as now we come to the close of another year, quite remarkable how very fast days, weeks,&hellip; 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