{"id":2762,"date":"2019-03-01T15:19:46","date_gmt":"2019-03-01T20:19:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2762"},"modified":"2019-03-01T15:19:46","modified_gmt":"2019-03-01T20:19:46","slug":"trading-affection-for-food","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2762","title":{"rendered":"trading affection for food&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>in crumpled pajamas<br \/>\neven before coffee<br \/>\nstepping outside to fill the feeders<br \/>\nstopping myself in motion<br \/>\nto a consciousness of<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\npause to appreciate a beautiful morning<br \/>\ndeep breath of<br \/>\ncold<br \/>\ncalm<br \/>\nfresh<br \/>\nair<br \/>\ngratitude reigns<br \/>\nthinking to myself, yes this<br \/>\nis what air<br \/>\nis meant<br \/>\nfor<\/p>\n<p>early morning conversations<br \/>\nwith the cat,<br \/>\nI have already fed you, if that\u2019s what you\u2019re seeking<br \/>\ntrading affection for food<br \/>\nas purring, \u00a0he moves from my lap,<br \/>\nto the arm of the chair<br \/>\nfor optimum<br \/>\nsunshine<br \/>\nthis, I think to myself<br \/>\nis poetry<br \/>\nin mention<\/p>\n<p>someone comes across my Instagram<br \/>\na musician, bills himself a \u2018ginger with soul\u2019<br \/>\nwhom I instantly dig his sound<br \/>\nuncharacteristically I direct message him<br \/>\nlove it where can I find your music?<br \/>\neverywhere he replies, spotify\/apple\/amazon<br \/>\nsuddenly I feel<br \/>\nancient<br \/>\nwondering\u2026\u00a0 what about something<br \/>\nphysical<br \/>\nI can hold<\/p>\n<p>someone walks by me, as I\u2019m reading<br \/>\nhey, \u00a0I\u2019m listening to that same book<br \/>\non audible<br \/>\nI know.. it\u2019s like a biography, but it\u2019s not what I expected<br \/>\nshe says<br \/>\nhuh..\u00a0 I mutter, almost to myself<br \/>\nwhile nonchalantly running my fingers over<br \/>\nthe print<br \/>\nand wandering back into words<br \/>\nthinking to myself, like some sort of book snob<br \/>\nit\u2019s not the same thing\u2026<\/p>\n<p>my husband comes to kiss me goodbye<br \/>\nbefore he leaves for work<br \/>\nand I am honoured by the bending<br \/>\nthe gracious meeting<br \/>\nof<br \/>\nlips, meant to be\u2026<br \/>\ntogether<br \/>\neven after he is gone<br \/>\nI am sunshine in a smile<\/p>\n<p>just now I am thinking<br \/>\nhow tragic would It be for us to ever<br \/>\nlose<br \/>\nthe vitally intrinsic power<br \/>\nof<br \/>\ntouch<\/p>\n<p>and how sunshine on snow<br \/>\nmakes it ..<br \/>\nbearable<\/p>\n<p>I take myself out to the garden<br \/>\nto the birds, to the trees<br \/>\nto the sky<br \/>\nfollowing footprints, watching,<br \/>\nbreathing<br \/>\nI think to myself<br \/>\nwhere would I be if not for a great appreciation<br \/>\nof simple, wonderful things<\/p>\n<p>and love<\/p>\n<p>where would I be<br \/>\nwithout quiet<br \/>\nwithout breath<br \/>\nwithout<br \/>\nthese<br \/>\nwings, touching down<\/p>\n<p>where would I be<br \/>\nwithout<br \/>\nfeet<br \/>\non the ground<br \/>\nsteps in the snow<br \/>\nsunshine<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nyou<\/p>\n<p>hmmh\u00a0 \u2026\u00a0 \u00a0\u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>in crumpled pajamas even before coffee stepping outside to fill the feeders stopping myself in motion to a consciousness of still pause to appreciate a beautiful morning deep breath of cold calm fresh air gratitude reigns thinking to myself, yes&hellip; 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