{"id":2874,"date":"2019-04-17T18:44:40","date_gmt":"2019-04-17T22:44:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2874"},"modified":"2019-04-17T18:44:41","modified_gmt":"2019-04-17T22:44:41","slug":"i-wanted-to-write","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2874","title":{"rendered":"i wanted to write&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I wanted to write something today,<br>but I <br>haven\u2019t had the time<br>I find if I don\u2019t get started early,<br>it\u2019s too easy to get caught up in thoughts <br>of what really should get done<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>anxiety is high<br>that\u2019s where I would start<br>I know when I am walking the edges<br>of dullness and<br>light<br>(and who wants to hear about that anyway)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>the sun comes out<br>on a beautiful day<br>outside,<br>he picks up one of the garden fairies<br>buried all winter<br>under leaves and snow<br>one of the wings has fallen off<br>he says<br>I hear ya sister..\u00a0 says me<br>meant to be a moan,\u00a0 but somehow <br>stirs us both<br>to<br>laughter<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wanted to write something today,<br>but I<br>haven\u2019t had the time,<br>so I\u2019m watching the birds<br>the chipmunks and toads<br>I\u2019m sneezing my way through spring<br>giving my husband some love, some laughs<br>and again<br>I\u2019m breathing deep,<br>finding gratitude&#8230;<br>and waiting <br>for things<br>to<br>pass  \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wanted to write something today,but I haven\u2019t had the timeI find if I don\u2019t get started early,it\u2019s too easy to get caught up in thoughts of what really should get done anxiety is highthat\u2019s where I would startI know&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=2874\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2875,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[234,235,233],"class_list":["post-2874","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-buddinglilac","tag-findinggratitude","tag-inmygarden"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2874","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2874"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2874\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2878,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2874\/revisions\/2878"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2875"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2874"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2874"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2874"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}