{"id":3049,"date":"2019-07-31T16:48:45","date_gmt":"2019-07-31T20:48:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3049"},"modified":"2019-07-31T16:48:46","modified_gmt":"2019-07-31T20:48:46","slug":"captivating-joy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3049","title":{"rendered":"captivating joy&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>As to why I so often use #dontmissthis and #noticelife,<br>yesterday in one small spot of various milkweed in my gardens, <br>five monarch caterpillars,<br>for me, instant amazing <br>delight<br>while this morning, not one is to be <br>seen<br>I&#8217;m sure they are still here, but I have no real wish<br>to disturb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>a quiet walk of gratitude in morning<br>sunshine<br>and this lovely lady follows me <br>every where<br>as if she knows that today,<br>I could use the company<br>vibrantly bright, monarch butterflies to me<br>are instant flutterers of captivating joy<br>the great gracefulness <br>of <br>wings<br>although the cardinal seems also to be vying<br>for my attention<br>while two robins splash about in the bird bath<br>maybe yesterday I didn\u2019t have the greatest day at work<br>and again I can struggle with why I am <br>there<br>I came home to scrape my hand open<br>in exactly the same spot that I ripped open<br>on Monday, in exactly the same spot that I have been trying to heal<br>since gouging it last Thursday<br>then\u2026\u00a0 I smash my knee\u2026  my husband&#8217;s not here,<br>and has no time in a busy day<br>for a moan&#8230;  so I don&#8217;t..  get it out.<br>tomorrow&#8230; I go back,<br>even if<br>I don\u2019t want to.<br>Kacey Musgraves sings, <em>\u2018tryin to hold it all together, <br>we all wish our best was better\u2019<\/em><br>then the breeze blows through the wind chimes and the music<br>fades<br>I watch as the light <br>dances on leaves<br>minutes later, Kacey again and Willie Nelson asking in duet,<br> <em>&#8220;Are you sure, this is where you want to be\u2026\u201d<\/em><br>feels <br>personal<br>I suppose grace comes in knowing well<br>I am centred in loving kindness<br>and just where it is<br>I come<br>to<br>refuel<br> <br>breathing deep, I take in the beautiful things<br>that surround me<br>the quiet, the vibrant, the real<br>shake off the mental fatigue of work <br>(and the world)<br>the cardinals call me out of thought<br>and my chair,<br>the monarch fluttering, gladly leads the way<br>as we go out to revisit,<br>a perfectly beautiful<br>day<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and to say thank you <br>for the strength<br>quiet beauty<br>and gentle kindness <br>do<br>for this<br>glad<br>heart <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>we pause for a minute to notice<br>another butterfly <br>has just landed<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-color has-very-dark-gray-color\"><em>really<\/em>,   she whispers<br><em>Why&#8230;<br>would you ever&#8230; 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