{"id":3070,"date":"2019-08-10T15:38:17","date_gmt":"2019-08-10T19:38:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3070"},"modified":"2019-08-10T15:38:18","modified_gmt":"2019-08-10T19:38:18","slug":"elusive-flutterings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3070","title":{"rendered":"elusive flutterings&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>This year in the garden, I have seen more monarch caterpillars<br>than ever before,<br>that\u2019s a hopeful thing<br>and every time I step out the door, in mere seconds<br>a monarch comes into view<br>there is also a couple of beautiful, black with a bit of blue <br>fellows<br>that seem now to always<br>be around,<br>yet so far have eluded me for photos<br>even as I walk with my camera, one flutters around me<br>and over me<br>but will not land in sight for long<br>just keeps fluttering<br>this very minute, this beauty lands on a sunflower<br>just off my right shoulder<br>I have left the birds a bit to their own defenses<br>in that I have not filled the feeders so much in months<br>of course I know this isn\u2019t the season where they depend on me<br>for nourishment<br>still I feel a little guilty<br>currently a young blue jay is trying hard to convince me, he is <br>so deserving of treats<br>alright then, I tell him, my husband won\u2019t miss a few<br>peanuts<br>but now he must deem me safe enough to<br>sit by<br>that has me thinking,<br>isn\u2019t that just the story of life\u2026<br>safe enough, to risk<br>all<br>what if I told you, at one time<br>I had such a crush on you<br>and when I see you, I suppose there are ways that<br>I still do<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>the Buddha says,<br> <em>\u2018A single word of truth which calms the mind<br> is better to hear <br> than a thousand irrelevant words.\u2019<\/em><br>so I have read,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and really, words of love and kindness<br>can never be<br>irrelevant<br>can they?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>someone\u2019s in the house today <br>across the street, <br>and I keep thinking I <br>might see my neighbour <br>at <br>the window<br>even though I know, she is gone<br>it changes the landscape&#8230;  <br>to lose someone<br><br>words,<br>kind words (that is)<br>are never wasted<br> <br>and love\u2026<br>is always necessary<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>so go ahead,<br>and tell someone  <br><br>then, rest your wings \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This year in the garden, I have seen more monarch caterpillarsthan ever before,that\u2019s a hopeful thingand every time I step out the door, in mere secondsa monarch comes into viewthere is also a couple of beautiful, black with a bit&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3070\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3071,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[124,306,219,307,308],"class_list":["post-3070","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-birdsandthebees","tag-elusive","tag-inawritersgarden","tag-toriskallforlove","tag-yougivemebutterflies"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3070","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3070"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3070\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3076,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3070\/revisions\/3076"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3071"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3070"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3070"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3070"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}