{"id":3190,"date":"2019-11-17T13:47:24","date_gmt":"2019-11-17T18:47:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3190"},"modified":"2019-11-17T13:47:25","modified_gmt":"2019-11-17T18:47:25","slug":"worrisome-weighs","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3190","title":{"rendered":"worrisome weighs&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>When I am in a mood, the dissolutions of the world<br>start to weigh on me a certain<br>weariness of spirit<br>makes me wonder sometimes what<br>is the point of carrying<br>this <br>light<br>when blatant ignorance and cruelties<br>take on the lightness of laughter<br>and flippancy<br>when ideas of simple kindness can be so easily<br>overlooked<br>by <br>so, so <br>many<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wonder sometimes how one is expected<br>to guide young lives<br>with (most days), no idea<br>of what we are doing<br>other than assurances that of course<br>quite naturally, we can all feel this way<br>and rightfully so, I suppose<br>really, there is no issue owning up to that<br>which we do not know<br>this is.. \u00a0as it happens<br>how we stay <br>open<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>to be honest, I don\u2019t readily attach myself to any<br>organized religion<br>suppose I trust more in the less-rigorous<br>less\u2026assured,  <br>kind of certainty<br>yet always I am most grateful for the gentle wisdom <br>of  Br. David Steindl-Rast, <br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"text-align:center\"><em><strong>&#8220;Nothing gives you more joy than when your heart grows wider and wider and your sense of belonging to the universe grows deeper and deeper.&#8221; <\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>somehow,<br>tends to reach me at precisely the right<br>time<br>when it appears,\u00a0 that I am feeling rather<br>disparaging and worrisome<br>like I am wandering around aimlessly<br>in my own head<br>looking through words<br>for<br>windows<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I can feel the softness in his voice<br>take some of the weight<br>off weary <br>shoulders<br>as I breathe in..\u00a0 deep<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I surrender myself to the <br>unknown<br>to the all <br>will be well<br>feel the places on my skin<br>warmed by the sun<br>watch the birds in the garden<br>slowly, as I walk,<br>absorb the quiet, the light<br>the breath<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and indeed expand my heart<br>with love<br>and with gratitude<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>for the simple sake<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>of<br>goodness \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I am in a mood, the dissolutions of the worldstart to weigh on me a certainweariness of spiritmakes me wonder sometimes whatis the point of carryingthis lightwhen blatant ignorance and crueltiestake on the lightness of laughterand flippancywhen ideas of&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3190\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3192,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[350,219,74,349,300],"class_list":["post-3190","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-absorbinglight","tag-inawritersgarden","tag-toyouthisday","tag-worrisomeweighs","tag-writeyourselfwell"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3190","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3190"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3190\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3198,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3190\/revisions\/3198"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3192"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3190"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3190"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3190"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}