{"id":3363,"date":"2020-03-07T15:37:56","date_gmt":"2020-03-07T20:37:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3363"},"modified":"2020-03-07T15:39:07","modified_gmt":"2020-03-07T20:39:07","slug":"3363","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3363","title":{"rendered":"niggling and nurturing&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Things that niggle,<br>looks like the shutter is stuck open<br>leaving things over-exposed<br>too bright, devoid of much clear colour<br>pity<br>just as the sun begins again to <br>shine<br>just as the greens may at last be<br>returning to the stage<br>my camera is <br>tired<br>and it would appear<br>quite <br>stubborn<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>my laptop too seems to be <br>having some issues<br>why don\u2019t you just bite the bullet, he says<br>it\u2019s kind of important to you<br>though, just now I am feeling\u2026\u00a0 I cannot possibly <br>do <br>both<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>looking at the little green sprouts beginning to pop<br>pining again for the great outdoors<br>then remembering <br>last fall&#8217;s (necessary I suppose..) \u00a0trampling and destruction<br>from the roofers<br>to begin again&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>pain in my hands<br>fingers and tendons that ache<br>most often from over use<br>heavy sliding doors at work<br>and these funny little knobs that form<br>on knuckles<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>things that nurture,<br>my daughter is leaving for the night<br>and she asks me<br>can you take care of Blueberry (her hedgehog)<br>sure I say, what does he need<br>just some love she says,<br>well that I can do<br>and how wonderful to sit to watch a movie with my sons<br>while holding this adorable little fellow<br>in my palm<br>quiet comfort (in mutual doses)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ever so kind messages from oh so special friends,<br>that pop up <br>unexpectedly<br>like the kindest squeeze to my heart<br>and just the kind of connections<br>I am cherishing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>reading about the most wonderful English garden<br>while dreaming of returning soon enough<br>to <br>my own<br>as we sit, reading bits aloud to my husband<br>of a remarkable woman whose philosophy for her plantings<br>is cram, cram, cram<br>matching quite perfectly<br>my favourite-tist thing of all<br>filling every available <br>spot<br>always a work in progress<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>also<br>this little bit of ink<br>that I have acquired<br>words from dear Emily, of my choosing<br>of my design <br>meant to speak to me <br>of everyday possibilities<br>and <br>love<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>so today, there is this<br>and <br>that<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>there is sunshine, <br>Gladys Knight, Ray Charles, Barry White<br>a nice cup of tea<br>things that niggle, things that nurture<br>and <br>me <br><br>gratefully \u2665 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Things that niggle,looks like the shutter is stuck openleaving things over-exposedtoo bright, devoid of much clear colourpityjust as the sun begins again to shinejust as the greens may at last bereturning to the stagemy camera is tiredand it would appearquite&hellip; 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