{"id":3545,"date":"2020-06-20T18:56:26","date_gmt":"2020-06-20T22:56:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3545"},"modified":"2020-06-20T18:56:28","modified_gmt":"2020-06-20T22:56:28","slug":"in-thoughts-for-the-living-and-gone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3545","title":{"rendered":"in thoughts for the living, and gone&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I been wanting to write for days,<br>but for lack of sitting time,<br>I have yet to start<br>anything<br>real<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>blissfully happy in the garden, this<br>is my time of year<br>hot, hot, heat<br>slight breeze<br>digging out, tending to<br>admiring late bloomers<br>watching bees and early flutterbys<br>tadpoles and toads<br>talking to dragonflies who follow me everywhere<br>chipmunks and squirrels<br>birds of all kinds and<br>you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>listening to the hawks, who forever announce<br>there travels<br>cheeps, chirps, whistles<br>and peeps<br>the plop when someone slips into the pond<br>and the jubilant jumps of<br>the fish<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>staring up at the clouds<br>their wisps and their puffs<br>and their<br>shade<br>the very tip tops<br>of the <br>trees<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am ever so grateful,<br>wonderfully amazed and constantly<br>adorning myself <br>in awe<br>of beautiful things<br>that <br>I love<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>at the same time, I am sadly disheartened by the state<br>of the world<br>and people who don\u2019t wish to learn<br>how to be kind, how not<br>to be cruel<br>how to recognize things<br>as they<br>are<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>wondering to myself why it would take two more <br>whole years<br>for someone to decide<br>that the owning, <br>that the buying and selling<br>the forcing, the taking<br>that the blatant mistreatment <br>of people<br>would no longer be<br>then what does it mean to be<br>freed<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>wondering how a people can hold on so tightly<br>to their superiority<br>and ever deem themselves <br>worthy<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>wondering how you could ever look into the eyes<br>of a fellow human<br>any shade, any style<br>and suddenly forget\u2026 \u00a0what is kind<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ve been wondering what it is you do <br>when you hear people you know<br>who use god as their witness<br>with ignorance and hate <br>as their shield<br> <br> and wonder what then\u2026<br> will silence <br> do<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>it is we who have failed to <br>educate<br>shamefully, it is <br>we<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and also there is this,<br>writing about grief<br>again<br>friends of ours have just lost <br>their daughter<br>five painfully short months after learning she <br>had brain cancer<br>a young wife<br>mother of three still small children<br>in a career she loved<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>wife, mother, daughter, sister, friend<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and if ever there was a miracle <br>to hope for\u2026<br><br>but that<br>I suppose, is it<br>isn\u2019t it, <br>the miracle itself<br>is<br>life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>May you be well<br>May you be safe and at <br>ease<br>May you, yourself be love <br>and kindness<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>May you be <br>a living <br>peace\u00a0 <br><br>with gentle wings<br>may you <br>be free  \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I been wanting to write for days,but for lack of sitting time,I have yet to startanythingreal blissfully happy in the garden, thisis my time of yearhot, hot, heatslight breezedigging out, tending toadmiring late bloomerswatching bees and early flutterbystadpoles and toadstalking&hellip; 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