{"id":3561,"date":"2020-07-01T14:44:12","date_gmt":"2020-07-01T18:44:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3561"},"modified":"2020-07-01T14:44:13","modified_gmt":"2020-07-01T18:44:13","slug":"on-the-first-day-of-july","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3561","title":{"rendered":"on the first day of July&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\u266a It\u2019s Canada Day up Canada way on the first day of July \u266a <br>this is what I\u2019m thinking this morning, usually the first thing<br>that runs through my mind when the day is upon us<br>our beloved Stompin\u2019 Tom Connors, sung to us with pride <br>and just what else might I be thinking about,<br>I know you\u2019re just dying to ask\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I come first thing, with my coffee and book<br>to sit outside by the small pond<br>I am reading this morning about the ethics of gardening<br>our ideas or ideals of aesthetics<br>about diversity and compassion<br>for life<br>of all kinds<br>I think about my own kind of wildness<br>freedom to let things <br>roam<br>also about the very grandness of my dear friend Dulcie<br>who\u2019s foresight in naturalization I admire so very much<br>(among so many things)<br>and I wonder here for a moment..\u00a0 if I\u2019ve told her this?<br>Or have I simply relied on our powers of telepathic connection in this regard,<br>(speaking of which, this brings the perfect interruption in thoughts,<br> to send her out<br>a little love on a wing)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I find myself frequently pausing in my reading to chat with the toads,<br>one who has ventured in for a swim, and another who <br>circumnavigates the sleeping bodies of sprawled out dogs <br>at my feet<br>before eventually slipping into the water himself<br>a little while later, yet another toad approaches<br>as the first two float rather lazily among the water lettuces<br>surrounded by the busy swish of tadpoles<br>and while I marvel at the easy-going-ness of a toad<br>just hopping along at his own speed<br>this one comes to sit just beside me<br>and with his lightning fast tongue<br>snatches up unsuspecting ants<br>for his breakfast<br>I admire him for this<br>as ants may not be my favourites, but every living thing<br>has its purpose<br>realizing that sat here, this morning\u2019s wildlife special<br>is giving me a sore neck from looking down<br>I think it maybe time again<br>to <br>wander<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>the clouds again today are magnificent, bright beautiful puffs<br>across a gorgeous sky<br>brings me here to thinking of a friend<br>who just recently mirrored my thoughts of how very, very<br>blue<br>the sky appears of late<br>a brief chat, but one that now has me thinking most days<br>of her,\u00a0 Yes\u2026 but did you see it today!, Look at it now!!<br>Amazing! \u2013 every time I look<br>up<br>possibly she\u2026\u00a0 is looking up <br>too<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m thinking too as I watch the birds, the squirrels<br>and the chipmunks come and go<br>of how people will feed the birds, but don\u2019t wish <br>the squirrels to have any<br>of how serious their frustration can be<br>and how odd it seems to me, to choose a species to feed<br>while denying, (in some cases removing <br>in other cases much more violent options) another<br>and just how it is you explain this <br>to the animals &#8211;\u00a0 that you yourself are in charge<br>out here<br>and why is it they.. \u00a0just cannot seem to understand <br>this   !?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>also I\u2019ve been thinking about my Aunt Pat<br>and how much I still miss her<br>yesterday being her birthday, wondering if I managed<br>to tell her often enough, just how very important she was<br>to me, how much I loved her<br>I think I did, but I tell her again for her birthday\u2026\u00a0 <br>just to be sure<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I think too, of just how many ways there are<br>\nto say<br>\ni love you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>today, being Canada Day I am also feeling<br>how very grateful I am <br>to be <br>here<br>and not \u2026\u00a0 there<br>(you know how we do this)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>how very lovely the sun feels on my skin<br>hot, soothing <br>spicy<br>the breeze through my hair<br>how very fortunate and blessed is a life<br>of <br>connection<br>deep thinking, mindfulness<br>and wonder<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>how very much I consciously surround myself<br>with love<br>(and how very necessary\u2026)<br><br>as I look up to see another toad slowly climb his way<br>out of the pool<br>how very delighted I am <br>to see <br>the first monarch, that just this minute<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>lights<br>in my garden. \u00a0<br><br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>I hope today, your day<br>is blessed<br>by<br>love  \u2665<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/IMG_5482-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3566\" srcset=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/IMG_5482-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/IMG_5482-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/IMG_5482-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/IMG_5482-1170x878.jpg 1170w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u266a It\u2019s Canada Day up Canada way on the first day of July \u266a this is what I\u2019m thinking this morning, usually the first thingthat runs through my mind when the day is upon usour beloved Stompin\u2019 Tom Connors, sung&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3561\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3563,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[500,498,501,74,499],"class_list":["post-3561","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-beinggentlekindness","tag-canadaday","tag-meandthetoads","tag-toyouthisday","tag-whatareyouthinkingabout"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3561","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3561"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3561\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3572,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3561\/revisions\/3572"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3563"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3561"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3561"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3561"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}