{"id":3581,"date":"2020-07-08T16:57:02","date_gmt":"2020-07-08T20:57:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3581"},"modified":"2020-07-08T16:57:04","modified_gmt":"2020-07-08T20:57:04","slug":"then-we-go-from-here","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3581","title":{"rendered":"then we go from here&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>One of the greatest things I did at the start of this <br>global pandemic situation<br>was to stop watching the news<br>not a fan of over sensationalized stories anyway<br>I ceased even my once a day tune in to local news<br>(mostly in hopes of catching the weather)<br>I had no wish to be fed the constant speculation and<br>bickering, snatches of things off the internet<br>click bait headlines over-filled with fluff<br>especially in these times<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don\u2019t take myself out of necessary things<br>but I prefer to choose <br>what I willingly<br>ingest<br>(bodies tend to <br> carry stuff)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ve been reading, watching and learning lately,  much about the mistreatment of humans,<br>racism, sexism, patriarchy, religion, politics, power and<br>fear<br>stealing, slaughtering, bludgeoning of indigenous people <br>into submission, <br>snatching people from other countries, forcing them <br>into slavery, <br>mistreatment of individuals simply because they are<br>a different shade, <br>shushing, subduing and diminishing women, the weaker sex <br>into obedience <br>(the past two nights have been suffragettes)<br>claiming as great leaders of power, politics and religion<br>always have\u2026<br>to \u2018civilize\u2019<br>all the while acting anything but civilized<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>of course I know,\u00a0 so very much is driven by fear<br>divide and conquer often at its<br>helm<br>still goes on<br>I suppose I am trying to figure how it is,<br>people eat this stuff up<br>how people around the megalomaniac ever feel this <br>to be<br>right, fair<br>just<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>civilized: \/\u02c8siv\u0259l\u012bzd\/<\/strong><em><strong>adjective<\/strong><\/em><strong><br>1. at an advanced stage of social and cultural development.<br>&#8220;a civilized society&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>if right here you happen to be thinking<br>here she goes\u2026\u00a0 this is not my doing\u2026\u00a0 why do we need again to talk about this <br>stuff <br>then most probably you are among the privileged<br>who have not been made <br>to suffer<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and that my friends, is precisely<br>why<br><br>possibly my hope here is that something ignites a small spark<br>that somehow allows <br>you who may be reading this to <br>open understanding, to listening , to learning<br>to independent deep thinking<br>to being aware of the world<br>around you<br>and to every being who inhabits <br>it <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>in the garden<br>it\u2019s been terribly or rather wonderfully <br>(depending on perspective and my love of summer)<br>hot<br>and dry, so very, very dry<br>everything is beginning to get crispy and <br>crinkled<br>we are in need of rain so badly<br>where a walk around starts to feel a bit<br>sorrowful<br>as flowers begin to lie themselves down <br>in parched desperation<br>I get a bit reluctant even to water as I know what they are needing<br>is genuine nourishment in the form\u00a0 <br>of a deep soaking rain<br>so each of us<br>adapt..\u00a0\u00a0 I suppose<br>and wait\u2026\u00a0\u00a0 for nature to replenish<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>he spends the morning<br>with me, my love<br>reading, then we walk<br>talking passionately to each other<br>about ideas, things we know, things we are learning<br>things we believe in<br>things <br>to be done<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>we stand out front looking at the very dry lawn<br>renew our<br>commitment<br>to growing things other than<br>grass&#8230;<br><br>filling ourselves up<br>on gratitude<br>and the sweetest of things<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>then we go from here<br>him to work and me<br>to writing<br>about the same old things<br>love, kindness<br>and gratitude<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>often captured here<br>in the smallest <br>of details<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and just <br>then&#8230;<br>it begins to rain \u2665 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One of the greatest things I did at the start of this global pandemic situationwas to stop watching the newsnot a fan of over sensationalized stories anywayI ceased even my once a day tune in to local news(mostly in hopes&hellip; 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