{"id":3594,"date":"2020-07-15T17:11:56","date_gmt":"2020-07-15T21:11:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3594"},"modified":"2020-07-15T17:11:57","modified_gmt":"2020-07-15T21:11:57","slug":"hearts-wide-open","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3594","title":{"rendered":"hearts wide open&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I wonder how he knows<br>when I have a had a bad day<br>and I think to text him to say, \u2018when I come in,<br>don\u2019t ask about my day\u2019 with an angry face emoji<br>then change it to what I think looks like <br>an<br>exhausted face<br>defeat<br>when I sit down in a hot sweaty <br>heap<br>slowly untie very wet work boots<br>remove my socks<br>how he knows, that I could use<br>a minute<br>decompression<br>before fury&#8230; or tears<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>how he knows that, three minutes the next morning<br>isn\u2019t enough<br>how he kisses me and sends me<br>back in the ring, <br>anyway<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>how hours later when I come home<br>I get a text to say<br>hope your day was\u2026 <br>better<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>how the day after this, he carries my coffee outside<br>we sit down with our books<br>but don\u2019t open <br>a <br>page<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>how I talk, and he listens<br>then we talk together<br>and again together, we both<br>listen <br>how he says, let\u2019s go for a drive<br>look at some gardens<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>how later, in the grocery store<br>when a lady in a mask tries to encourage us <br>to call out the couple who have just jumped the line<br>in front <br>we both just shrug and smile, not the least bit bothered<br>(me with my hand resting gently <br> on his backside)<br>hardly even noticed, really<br>we all get to check-outs about the same time<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>how again back home, &nbsp;we talk about plants <br>and plans<br>what might go..&nbsp; where<br>even as he slips in tomorrow\u2019s golf game<br>and then<br>Sunday<br>laughs when I tell him that lovely dog-eared flower<br>is me<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>how later he leaves me with the warmth <br>of a kiss<br>to the quiet of a sunny afternoon<br>in my garden<br>as he heads off to work<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wonder how he knows,<br>just exactly what I was needing<br>I wonder,<br>how he knows&#8230;<br><br>he tells me, he is not an intelligent man<br>and I ask him then how<br>it is <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>that <br>he <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>got<br>me \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wonder how he knowswhen I have a had a bad dayand I think to text him to say, \u2018when I come in,don\u2019t ask about my day\u2019 with an angry face emojithen change it to what I think looks like&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3594\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3595,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[250,74,512,511],"class_list":["post-3594","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-measaflower","tag-toyouthisday","tag-bettertogether","tag-loveknows"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3594","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3594"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3594\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3599,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3594\/revisions\/3599"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3595"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3594"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3594"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3594"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}