{"id":3602,"date":"2020-07-26T14:04:40","date_gmt":"2020-07-26T18:04:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3602"},"modified":"2020-07-26T14:04:41","modified_gmt":"2020-07-26T18:04:41","slug":"even-before-we-know","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3602","title":{"rendered":"even before we know&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Yesterday after a few days of <br>somewhat civil <br>unrest,<br>I once again take a deep dive into<br>The Wise Heart by Jack Kornfield<br>my go to when I <br>am<br>in need<br>of sound understanding, wisdom and<br>guidance (and always really)<br>I rest here and again in the love<br>that surrounds <br>me<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>this morning early,<br>as I step off the back porch, a squirrel sticks his head out <br>of the mailbox where I leave the treats<br>usually at this point he would make a mad scramble for <br>higher ground<br>as I am most always in the company of <br>dogs, who like to <br>chase<br>but today, he sits just there\u2026\u00a0 still<br>I promise him, he is safe<br>and he appears to take me at my word<br>as I continue on to the pond, <br>and he <br>sits quite still, with an eye on me<br>just in case<br>as perhaps, we don&#8217;t always completely<br>trust<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>in the gardens, <br>I marvel at how very bright and beautiful things look<br>seemingly before they have any indication of the forecasted heat<br>for the day<br>as I walk, \u00a0this and the book I am reading about racism<br>in Canada<br>have me thinking about who we are<br>before someone teaches us to be afraid, to defend or to denigrate<br>each other<br> <br>the blues have all been in for early splashes in the<br>bath<br>(before the crowds)<br>and the young ones would like me to understand<br>how very much snacks are so needed <br>for growing bodies<br>and uh,  mightn\u2019t I have a few monkey nuts lying around?<br>I say my good mornings and again assure them<br>they are safe, as I<br>with camera in hand continue <br>my walk<br> <br>all this week, I have been accompanied here<br>by the Blues as I have mentioned<br>family of five, <br>also I have enjoyed watching the gathering of <br>the Robins and their offspring, as well as <br>the Cardinals and their littles<br>although different in some ways<br>each of these three families have jostled<br>and hopped around branches, playfully chasing<br>trading prime spots for berry picking<br>as well as turns in line at the bath<br>back and forth<br>without any apparent animosity<br>among them<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>it is my great honour that we share this <br>our common space<br>peacefully, and kindly<br>as they do seem to tolerate my presence also<br>that we offer each other grace <br>when necessary (*see always)<br>and none feel the need to defend<br>to attack or accuse<br>we are ok with our own unique qualities<br>our inputs and I suppose too<br>our faults<br>when the power of the sun and the heat<br>become increasingly oppressive<br>we wilt a little<br>we slow ourselves down<br>we again become more quiet<br>and <br>forgiving<br>we find a way <br>to<br>look after each other<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>we<br>rest<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>last night a gorgeous crescent moon<br>shone so brightly among the <br>stars<br>in that great expanse of darkening sky<br>and the fireflies were plenty<br>I sat with my husband by the fire<br>poured it all out,<br>and filled myself up with gratitude<br>for <br>love<br>for kindness, and for<br>peace <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>so that then this morning<br>when a message arrives<br>of a need<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>we <br>again have much<br>to <br>give \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday after a few days of somewhat civil unrest,I once again take a deep dive intoThe Wise Heart by Jack Kornfieldmy go to when I amin needof sound understanding, wisdom andguidance (and always really)I rest here and again in the&hellip; 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