{"id":3729,"date":"2020-10-20T18:06:40","date_gmt":"2020-10-20T22:06:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3729"},"modified":"2020-10-20T18:23:45","modified_gmt":"2020-10-20T22:23:45","slug":"even-this","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3729","title":{"rendered":"even this&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>This morning, I wanted to write,<br> but suffering a bit from monkey mind<br> just haven\u2019t made the uninterrupted time<br> required<br> wanted to tell you again that just 600 pages in<br> to this book I\u2019m reading<br> how very much I love Warren Buffett<br> even though I have no real knowledge of investing, business<br> or any real interest in <br> money<br> yet now that we have spent so much time together<br> believing <br> we really are, Warren and I<br> becoming fast <br> friends<br> well, not exactly sure how he feels about me<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>but I really do like him<br> <br> what comes along with this drunken bunch of <br> monkeys<br> wildly kicking up a ruckus with a constant<br> chattering in my head<br> is a bit of anxiety over unknown things<br> that tend to stir up my insides<br> with a churning sort of<br> worried-ness<br> a slight bit of short tempered-ness<br> and above all<br> the necessary attention to<br>self- kindness<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>what I did manage to do today<br> was to take my morning walk of gratitude<br> in the garden<br> I gazed up at the sky, took deep breaths<br> said hello to the world<br> and smiled<br> I sent out some love and a large bit of <br> kindness to a few friends and<br> acquaintances <br> and then a good bit extra<br> off <br>on autumn leaves<br> to drift as they will <br> on to your path<br> should you find yourself<br> needing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and then\u2026<br> after paying some bills, and a short tidying up<br> of some business-y things<br> I came upon this, &nbsp;<br> from the very timely Kai Skye,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-color has-vivid-green-cyan-color\"><br> <em>\u201cFrom the very beginning, she had a skin that felt the wind &amp; sun &amp; rain that touched the earth &amp; each night she heard the whispered dreams of the people &amp; she carried all of that softly within her everywhere she went<br> <br> &amp; what makes you think that is different than you, who does the very same thing with all that you love?\u201d &nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and then somehow it felt<br> like this<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>was<br> enough  \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This morning, I wanted to write, but suffering a bit from monkey mind just haven\u2019t made the uninterrupted time required wanted to tell you again that just 600 pages in to this book I\u2019m reading how very much I love&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3729\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3730,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[559],"class_list":["post-3729","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-eventhis"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3729","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3729"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3729\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3735,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3729\/revisions\/3735"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3730"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3729"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3729"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3729"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}