{"id":3769,"date":"2020-12-11T16:17:10","date_gmt":"2020-12-11T21:17:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3769"},"modified":"2020-12-11T16:17:12","modified_gmt":"2020-12-11T21:17:12","slug":"as-far-as-the-heart-can-reach","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3769","title":{"rendered":"as far as the heart can reach&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>A morning walk of gratitude in the garden,<br>I notice the last of my roses<br>lies face down in the dirt, a little bit frozen<br>in time&#8230;<br><br>last night I sit down to dinner, <br>and think how very fortunate I am\u00a0\u00a0<br>to have a husband who is a spectacular cook\u00a0<br>and who will make separate vegetarian meals\u00a0\u00a0<br>just for me\u00a0<br>with enough to last a few days\u00a0<br>so that on nights when I am tired\u00a0<br>having come in from work\u00a0<br>when after feeding the kids, I am less likely\u00a0<br>to bother feeding myself\u00a0<br>there is something wonderfully delicious\u00a0<br>waiting\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and because when my work day is through&nbsp;<br>his is often just beginning&nbsp;<br>I think this, then&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>send him a message&nbsp;<br>to say, I love you&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>this morning after a fitful night of broken sleep&nbsp;<br>where shoulders, elbows, hands and fingers&nbsp;<br>ache&nbsp;<br>I\u2019m thinking of you,&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>and what you might be going through&nbsp;<br>your own thoughts of how in the world am I&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>meant&nbsp;<br>to carry&nbsp;this&nbsp;<br>the mysterious hiccups of life&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>as it was, I went up the stairs last night&nbsp;<br>having just heard the news of someone\u2019s death&nbsp;<br>addictions and mental health&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>at the cost&nbsp;<br>someone I didn\u2019t know, but have passed in the street&nbsp;<br>someone whose anguish was felt&nbsp;<br>maybe not mine to carry either,&nbsp;<br>but still&nbsp;<br>so&nbsp;<br>sad&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>again then, I send out I love you\u2019s\u00a0 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>this afternoon,&nbsp;covid&nbsp;restrictions go into red&nbsp;<br>just one small step from another lockdown&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>making hugs so very far from&nbsp;<br>reachable&nbsp;<br>and those around us so very, very dear&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>so&nbsp;I send out thank&nbsp;you\u2019s, I love&nbsp;you\u2019s&nbsp;<br>and how very much&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>I appreciate&nbsp;<br>You\u2019s&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2018cause\u00a0what I\u2019m thinking is\u00a0<br>wouldn\u2019t it be wonderful if everyone <br>today\u00a0<br>received one of these <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>the world touches you<br>and you<br>touch the world <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>just one\u00a0\u00a0<br>small thing \u2665<\/em> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A morning walk of gratitude in the garden,I notice the last of my roseslies face down in the dirt, a little bit frozenin time&#8230; last night I sit down to dinner, and think how very fortunate I am\u00a0\u00a0to have a&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3769\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3772,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[578,195,576,577],"class_list":["post-3769","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-andiloveyouso","tag-livingmygratitude","tag-onesmallthing","tag-touchtheworld"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3769","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3769"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3769\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3777,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3769\/revisions\/3777"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3772"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3769"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3769"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3769"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}