{"id":3919,"date":"2021-03-28T12:23:50","date_gmt":"2021-03-28T16:23:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3919"},"modified":"2021-03-28T12:23:51","modified_gmt":"2021-03-28T16:23:51","slug":"to-looking-up-with-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3919","title":{"rendered":"to looking up with love&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>The view from my chair this morning\u00a0<br>briefly looking up from my book,\u00a0<br>has me besotted\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>as will be revealed to you<br>here <br>I am absolutely, and utterly in love\u00a0\u00a0<br>with my house\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>the history and character\u00a0<br>ingrained in each stick of wood\u00a0<br>each lick of paint\u00a0<br>each creak of a wooden floor board\u00a0<br>the light, the shadow<br>occasional cobweb in the corner <br>even a little \u2026\u00a0 the dust\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>the ghost cat that moves through\u00a0<br>jumps up\u00a0<br>on the bed\u00a0<br>catches one\u2019s eye\u00a0<br>the occasional thud from upstairs\u00a0<br>when no-one\u00a0<br>is\u00a0\u00a0<br>there\u00a0<br>odd stamps that appear in a crevice\u00a0<br>or drawer\u00a0<br>the sound of a drip\u00a0<br>with no evidence ever found\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>but mostly, that it has felt like the most wonderful thing\u00a0<br>since the first time we looked\u00a0<br>and felt\u00a0\u00a0<br>its welcome\u00a0<br>we came at the time with just two in tow\u00a0<br>then added two more\u00a0<br>we have accumulated and acquired\u00a0<br>much\u00a0<br>attempting to burst a few seams\u00a0<br>we have rewired, re-plumbed\u00a0<br>re-roofed, windowed, stuccoed and painted <br>and always it holds us\u00a0\u00a0<br>in\u00a0\u00a0<br>love\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>gladly absorbing both laughter and tears\u00a0<br>joys and pains, loud noises, silences  <br>celebrations and<br>heartbreak <br>it holds us <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>in gratitude, I love each door <br>and doorframe\u00a0<br>each impossible angle\u00a0<br>and hidden nuance\u00a0<br>I love the railing on the stairs\u00a0<br>the trapdoor to the attic\u00a0<br>and the secrets\u00a0<br>behind the\u00a0\u00a0<br>walls\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I love that it suits us\u00a0<br>that it holds us\u00a0<br>that it\u00a0<br>cares\u00a0<br>when we\u2019re here\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>and each night\u00a0<br>in gratitude\u00a0<br>I thank it for loving\u00a0\u00a0<br>us\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>just as much \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The view from my chair this morning\u00a0briefly looking up from my book,\u00a0has me besotted\u00a0\u00a0as will be revealed to youhere I am absolutely, and utterly in love\u00a0\u00a0with my house\u00a0\u00a0the history and character\u00a0ingrained in each stick of wood\u00a0each lick of paint\u00a0each creak&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3919\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3920,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[37,636,635,74],"class_list":["post-3919","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-homesweethome","tag-ingratitudeforyou","tag-inlovewithahouse","tag-toyouthisday"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3919","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3919"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3919\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3925,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3919\/revisions\/3925"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3920"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3919"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3919"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3919"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}