{"id":3964,"date":"2021-05-09T13:04:08","date_gmt":"2021-05-09T17:04:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3964"},"modified":"2021-05-09T13:04:09","modified_gmt":"2021-05-09T17:04:09","slug":"in-how-we-do","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3964","title":{"rendered":"In how we&#8230; do"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>This morning\u2019s walk of gratitude is a quiet one,&nbsp;<br>just me in the garden&nbsp;<br>a few birds for company&nbsp;<br>and the flowers&nbsp;<br>another overcast morning, cloud blanketed sky&nbsp;<br>&nbsp;<br>today is Mother\u2019s Day&nbsp;<br>despite what you may know of me&nbsp;<br>I am not (in some aspects) overly sentimental&nbsp;<br>in fact, I bristle a bit at saccharine over-produced mush&nbsp;<br>perhaps this makes you laugh,&nbsp;<br>at the words I sometimes pour&nbsp;<br>yet one thing I do believe myself to always be&nbsp;<br>is honest,&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>and&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>sincere&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am too,&nbsp;always,&nbsp;my&nbsp;own&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>introvert kind of loving kindness&nbsp;<br>where I will step forward&nbsp;<br>but then&nbsp;<br>step&nbsp;<br>back&nbsp;<br>make my offer from here&nbsp;<br>where I am&nbsp;<br>when&nbsp;&nbsp;<br>I&nbsp;<br>can&nbsp;<br>I don\u2019t do obligation well&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I find myself once again reading a fantastic book\u00a0<br>involving an interesting mother\/daughter relationship\u00a0<br>reading with a certain tense-ness of\u00a0<br>understanding\u00a0<br>though this is not my story, or really anything remotely like it\u00a0<br>I do know\u00a0<br>of\u00a0\u00a0<br>it\u00a0<br>and not to worry, as I have no intentions of <br>dumping out the contents\u00a0\u00a0<br>of my bag in front of you now, <br>suffice it to say\u00a0\u00a0<br>it&#8217;s <br>complicated\u00a0<br>in many ways&#8230; <br><br>which,\u00a0\u00a0<br>if we&#8217;re being honest here<br>isn\u2019t it\u00a0\u00a0<br>always\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>so,\u00a0<br>I walk quietly\u00a0<br>lost in thoughts and\u00a0\u00a0<br>words\u00a0<br>a sometime, lump in my throat\u00a0<br>observing\u00a0\u00a0<br>birds and flowers, softness and <br>renewal <br>so very\u00a0<br>contented in my place in the\u00a0<br>world\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>and grateful still, to those who have mothered\u00a0<br>in ways they know how\u00a0<br>in ways they can\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>and always so very, very blessed\u00a0<br>for the four here\u00a0<br>that call me Mom.\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>Do enjoy your day.\u00a0\u00a0\u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This morning\u2019s walk of gratitude is a quiet one,&nbsp;just me in the garden&nbsp;a few birds for company&nbsp;and the flowers&nbsp;another overcast morning, cloud blanketed sky&nbsp;&nbsp;today is Mother\u2019s Day&nbsp;despite what you may know of me&nbsp;I am not (in some aspects) overly sentimental&nbsp;in&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=3964\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":3965,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[350,652,258,653,74],"class_list":["post-3964","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-absorbinglight","tag-aquietwalk","tag-livinggrateful","tag-mothersday","tag-toyouthisday"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3964","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3964"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3964\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3969,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3964\/revisions\/3969"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3965"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3964"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3964"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3964"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}