{"id":414,"date":"2016-01-20T15:24:28","date_gmt":"2016-01-20T20:24:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=414"},"modified":"2016-01-20T15:24:28","modified_gmt":"2016-01-20T20:24:28","slug":"to-finding-oneself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=414","title":{"rendered":"to finding oneself&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\">to finding oneself<br \/>\na bit of a &#8216;hippie&#8217; phrase<br \/>\ni guess<br \/>\nbut to me,<br \/>\ni see it<br \/>\nas more of a true blessing<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">less of a searching<br \/>\nless of a striving<br \/>\nless desperation<br \/>\nless to despair<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">and more<br \/>\nperhaps<br \/>\nto a recognizing &#8230;<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">i find myself<br \/>\nin the wandering<br \/>\nin the words and pictures<br \/>\ni gather in<br \/>\nin faces and hearts<br \/>\nin triumphs and tears<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">i find myself<br \/>\nin acknowledging how sunshine<br \/>\nseems to light my soul<br \/>\nand too, \u00a0in accepting how clouds<br \/>\nhave the heaviness to bowl me under<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">i find myself<br \/>\nin the utter beauty of nature<br \/>\nin the crackling of old paint<br \/>\nin the gentleness of water<br \/>\nand the strength of stone<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">i find myself<br \/>\nin the coziness of Love<br \/>\nin the warmth of smiles<br \/>\nand in the open arms<br \/>\nof kindness<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">i find myself<br \/>\nin the frail and fragile<br \/>\nin the wounded and desperate<br \/>\nand also in the<br \/>\nsturdy and strong<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">in the bold and determined<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">i find myself<br \/>\nin the sky<br \/>\namong the clouds<br \/>\nand on the ground<br \/>\namid the mosses<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">i find myself<br \/>\non the wings of birds<br \/>\nand in the polka-dots<br \/>\non my toes<br \/>\nin the magic of a snowflake<br \/>\nand the great wilderness<br \/>\nof my garden<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">I find myself<br \/>\nin the questions<br \/>\nin the wonder<br \/>\nin the<br \/>\nasking&#8230;<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">I find myself<br \/>\nin the quietness<br \/>\nin the still<br \/>\nin the peace<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">I find myself<br \/>\nin the grace<br \/>\nin the gratitude<br \/>\nin the Love<br \/>\nand in the<br \/>\noffering<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">and yes, in the recognizing<\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">that in all of this<br \/>\nmy greatest blessing&#8230;<\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_16_0_1_1453314257237_2438\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">is once again, \u00a0finding myself<br \/>\nin you \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>to finding oneself a bit of a &#8216;hippie&#8217; 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