{"id":4185,"date":"2021-12-01T14:09:18","date_gmt":"2021-12-01T19:09:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=4185"},"modified":"2021-12-01T14:09:21","modified_gmt":"2021-12-01T19:09:21","slug":"a-breath-of-december-air","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=4185","title":{"rendered":"a breath of December air&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>December\u2019s arrival\u00a0<br>tiptoes softly in\u00a0<br>laying down quietly on your doorstep\u00a0<br>and calmly waits\u00a0<br>for you to notice&#8230;\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>much difficulty sleeping of late,\u00a0<br>bothered by unruly sinus congestion\u00a0<br>has me slightly panicking in the night trying to breathe\u00a0<br>now this morning seems to have plugged up one ear\u00a0<br>ugh!\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>also, last night in the throes of a rather violent dream\u00a0<br>think I may have actually\u00a0\u00a0<br>kicked the small elderly dog\u00a0<br>sleeping innocently at my feet\u00a0<br>apologies made, have since been accepted\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>as well, comes the season of work-related Christmas-y things\u00a0<br>of which\u00a0<br>I am not a fan\u00a0<br>nor am I (any longer)  a willing participant\u00a0<br>a thing much easier for me to decide against,\u00a0\u00a0<br>than for some others\u00a0<br>to understand\u00a0<br>voice once again appreciation for generosity, but also\u00a0\u00a0<br>acknowledgement for where I am\u00a0\u00a0<br>most\u00a0<br>comfortable\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>having not bothered to look for several days,\u00a0<br>still slightly annoyed by the bombardment of my inbox\u00a0<br>for flash sales and\u00a0\u00a0<br>hand-outs,\u00a0<br>I rather triumphantly dump sixty-two messages\u00a0<br>and feel a kinder space\u00a0<br>begin to open\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>gladly then,\u00a0<br>I take in the morning\u00a0<br>with\u00a0\u00a0<br>a dose of easy gratitude\u00a0<br>a day off when I can feel myself walking a fine line\u00a0<br>between ease and overwhelm\u00a0<br>knowing full well that I would much rather stay on the sunnier side\u00a0<br>of the street\u00a0<br>I then answer the call, to greet December\u00a0<br>in the out of doors\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>stepping into this new day\u00a0<br>I breathe deeply in\u00a0fresh crisp morning air\u00a0<br>standing quite still at first, just to take in\u00a0\u00a0<br>the simplicity of this\u00a0<br>enormous\u00a0\u00a0<br>gift\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>breathing deeply in\u00a0<br>filling myself with the breath\u00a0<br>of December<br>\u00a0<br>followed soon after by a quiet walk\u00a0<br>in the garden<br>the morning in full cloud, cast in a dull but gentle\u00a0\u00a0<br>light\u00a0<br>sounds of only the birds and the drip-drip-dropping\u00a0of water\u00a0<br>off the roof\u00a0<br>snowy crunch, under foot<br>I wandered slowly and quietly<br>looking at signs of beautiful things\u00a0\u00a0<br>that remain\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>waiting only\u00a0\u00a0<br>for grateful notice\u00a0<br>and the touch\u00a0<br>of\u00a0\u00a0<br>appreciation\u00a0<br>\u00a0<br>for\u00a0their\u00a0\u00a0<br>being here <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>despite harsher<br>predictions \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>December\u2019s arrival\u00a0tiptoes softly in\u00a0laying down quietly on your doorstep\u00a0and calmly waits\u00a0for you to notice&#8230;\u00a0\u00a0much difficulty sleeping of late,\u00a0bothered by unruly sinus congestion\u00a0has me slightly panicking in the night trying to breathe\u00a0now this morning seems to have plugged up one ear\u00a0ugh!\u00a0\u00a0also,&hellip; 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