{"id":4412,"date":"2022-08-24T17:38:49","date_gmt":"2022-08-24T21:38:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=4412"},"modified":"2022-08-24T17:51:27","modified_gmt":"2022-08-24T21:51:27","slug":"and-has-been-deemed-kindness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=4412","title":{"rendered":"has been deemed, kindness&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I found this little stone at work,<br>in the shape of a heart<br>I tend to notice these things, &nbsp;how they<br>appear<br>in my path<br>yet hadn\u2019t been there before<br>it was wet when I first saw it<br>so it appeared black<br>as I feel compelled to do, &nbsp;once it has called my attention<br>a few times<br>I picked it up and simply<br>slipped it<br>in<br>my<br>pocket<br>(think I get this from my Dad)<br><br>when changing later after my work day<br>I retrieved this little stone heart<br>and had another look at it<br>now of course it was dry<br>a much softer tone of grey and<br>along its edge<br>a dark line appeared, as if it had been<br>repaired or<br>stitched back<br>together<br>my little stone heart, it turned out<br>was a fossil<br>and I deemed it kindness<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>this week, something daunting, despairing<br>and heartbreakingly difficult<br>weighs on us<br>and as happens, when faced with<br>unknowable things, and things that will<br>undoubtedly leave one<br>reeling<br>as well as wringing the hearts of those<br>one cannot protect<br>I shed a lot of tears, until eventually<br>I surrender all and ask once again<br>for<br>guidance<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>answers, you see<br>will come in the dear heart of a<br>loving, supportive, gentle and caring<br>friend<br>who listens<br><br>and in the unexpected wonder of words<br>that pop in on a day<br>and touch one<br>deeper than might even possibly<br>have been<br>intended<br><br>small things that trickle in<br>like glistening raindrops on parched skin<br><br>diamonds<br>that one will wish to always<br>consciously<br>repay<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>reminders I guess, of the saving grace<br>and very real comfort<br>of<br>love<br>and also, how wise it might be<br><br>to always carry in your pocket<br>a little stitched up fossil<br>of a stone heart<br>that has been<br>deemed <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kindness \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I found this little stone at work,in the shape of a heartI tend to notice these things, &nbsp;how theyappearin my pathyet hadn\u2019t been there beforeit was wet when I first saw itso it appeared blackas I feel compelled to do,&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=4412\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":4415,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[868,870,817,869,330,867,74],"class_list":["post-4412","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-deemedkindness","tag-difficultthings","tag-handinmypocket","tag-keepyoureyesopen","tag-lovetofindyou","tag-smallstoneheart","tag-toyouthisday"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4412","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4412"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4412\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4418,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4412\/revisions\/4418"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4415"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4412"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4412"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4412"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}