{"id":4918,"date":"2024-07-03T13:49:43","date_gmt":"2024-07-03T17:49:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=4918"},"modified":"2024-07-03T13:49:45","modified_gmt":"2024-07-03T17:49:45","slug":"to-a-whole","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=4918","title":{"rendered":"to a whole&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>This morning,<br>I am wondering how you are doing<br>in the sort of<br>in-between of things<br><br>sometimes the hardest part<br>when the weight of it all<br>sets in<br>to<br>a sandy bottom<br>where complete body exhaustion<br>settles over<br>and the brain, knowing of a grace-filled<br>peace<br>instead feels kind of<br>fog<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Love<br>caring<br>peace<br>grief<br>guilt<br>relief<br>release<br><br>breathe in, breathe out<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>the why\u2019s having been exhausted<br>the this and the here\u2019s<br>taking you more gently by the hand<br>arm around tired shoulders<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m thinking of a surgeon performing<br>open-heart<br>reaching in and commencing<br>massage<br>with a warm hand<br>gently, but vigorously a squeeze and a<br>squish<br>bringing colour back in<br>and blood to<br>flowing<br>feel once again that life affirming<br>beat<br>a centering<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Love is our strength and our knowing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Love is our how<br>and our<br>why<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Love is what keeps us here<br>Love is what grounds us, what<br>humbles us<br>and yes,<br>even<br>what breaks us<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Love is what tethers us<br>to each other<br>and<br>to ourselves<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and when we lean in to love<br>it lets us fall apart, again and again<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>while gently patching<br>each<br>tiny<br>piece<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>to a whole \u2665<br><br><em>Each time we\u2019re there for each other, we stitch another thread<br>that holds the universe together.\u00a0 ~ Mark Nepo<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This morning,I am wondering how you are doingin the sort ofin-between of things sometimes the hardest partwhen the weight of it allsets intoa sandy bottomwhere complete body exhaustionsettles overand the brain, knowing of a grace-filledpeaceinstead feels kind offog Lovecaringpeacegriefguiltreliefrelease breathe&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=4918\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":4919,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[291,1133,446,1129,395,1130,250,1132,1128,85],"class_list":["post-4918","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-beinglove","tag-inmyjulygarden","tag-inthiswritersgarden","tag-loveisall","tag-lovelosslife","tag-marknepo","tag-measaflower","tag-queenoftheprairie","tag-strugglesandstrength","tag-writelife"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4918","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4918"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4918\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4921,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4918\/revisions\/4921"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4919"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4918"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4918"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4918"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}