{"id":4930,"date":"2024-07-27T17:05:14","date_gmt":"2024-07-27T21:05:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=4930"},"modified":"2024-07-27T17:07:33","modified_gmt":"2024-07-27T21:07:33","slug":"through-the-open-door","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=4930","title":{"rendered":"through the open door&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>On Thursday, at the end of another hot<br>work day<br>I spend some time<br>trying to convince a gorgeous black swallowtail butterfly<br>that<br>I am<br>peace<br><br>this beautiful being has found its way<br>unfortunately<br>in to the greenhouse where I work<br>where, I happen to know well<br>a lot of spiders<br>reside<br>and as this large beauty, flutters around<br>I, fruitlessly try to coax it<br>out through<br>the<br>open door<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>to no avail<br>I try hard to explain, that I<br>am only trying to help<br>if only\u2026<br>it would come with me<br>otherwise<br>it is sure, to perish<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>but perhaps,<br>the spiders<br>were whispering the very same thing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and soon enough, I had to leave it<br>to its own devices<br>with parting wishes for wellness<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>in the garden, small mosquitoes have become<br>absolutely relentless<br>I suppose from all the heavy downpours of late<br>as well as much humidity<br>the weather itself now, completely gorgeous<br>the very height of summer splendor<br>but these nasty little buzz-ee-z<br>while coming in sort of softly, &nbsp;do carry<br>what feels like<br>very large<br>swords<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and my concern for the dogs<br>with swarms on their noses<br>has indeed chased us indoors, a few times<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>still<br>feels such a shame to waste<br>this glorious sunshine<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and speaking of, relentless biting<br>I am also trying my best to avoid the onslaught<br>of American politics<br>and\/or anyone\u2019s politics at this point<br>and our society&#8217;s constant need for<br>dramatically<br>drawing<br>swords<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am instead, listening<br>to<br>sensible things<br>and<br>learning<br>from various perspectives,<br>not just<br>speaking first<br>from a narrower space<br>as if I<br>am some sort of<br>expert<br>which I know well, I<br>most certainly<br>am<br>not<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am reading, words of those<br>I know<br>who are\u2026&nbsp; trying to figure it out<br>living with a<br>peace, offering<br>love<br>and beautiful things that<br>buoy<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>words I can<br>cherish<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>the book I am currently reading<br>is about the re-wilding of a British farm<br>and how it is we come to<br>surrender<br>societal overwrought needs to<br>control<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>interesting in the many ways<br>this<br>touches<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>our<br>current<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and just how much, those who believe<br>their own \u2018right way\u2019<br>are in no way open<br>to considering<br>any<br>other<br>option<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>no matter, the true cost of<br>steadfast<br>obstinacy<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>while here,<br>in my small patch of life<br>I do my best<br>to send love to you who are ailing<br>to you<br>who are weakened by struggle<br>and to you<br>who are in any way unsure of just how much<br>kindness will matter<br><br>I am listening,<br>I am learning,<br>I am<br>peace<br>and apparently if you happen to be a rather tiny <br>mosquito<br>I am delicious!<br><br>Stay open to the goodness of living, dear friends<br>do no harm<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and find a way<br>to follow the light \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On Thursday, at the end of another hotwork dayI spend some timetrying to convince a gorgeous black swallowtail butterflythatI ampeace this beautiful being has found its wayunfortunatelyin to the greenhouse where I workwhere, I happen to know wella lot of&hellip; 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