{"id":5023,"date":"2024-11-20T14:33:07","date_gmt":"2024-11-20T19:33:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5023"},"modified":"2024-11-20T14:33:10","modified_gmt":"2024-11-20T19:33:10","slug":"truth-to-light","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5023","title":{"rendered":"truth to light&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>On Sunday night I shook myself awake<br>certain I could hear my old fella,<br>our dear dog Ted<br>barking his little yelp from downstairs<br>in later years, he did this bark-cry for company<br>when he could no longer climb the stairs<br>starting to rise, I threw back my covers<br>and looked at the clock, 4:44 am<br>and our old fella<br>has been gone three weeks<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For the past two evenings I have been watching<br>the new Ken Burns documentary on<br>Leonardo da Vinci \u00a0<br>painter, draughtsman, engineer, scientist, theorist, sculptor and architect \u00a0<br>absolutely fascinated by the inexhaustible, extensive workings<br>and output<br>of one man\u2019s incredible<br>mind<br>that still, in so many ways<br>touches countless aspects <br>of the world<br>today<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This morning, I finished reading <strong><em>The Barn by Wright Thompson<\/em><\/strong><br>a book that has completely swallowed me<br>whole<br>a book that has made my stomach churn<br>that I have sat through most,<br>tensely,<br>remorsefully,<br>hand over mouth<br>tears blurring lines<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am a curious person, compassionate, empathetic<br>a reader<br>I like to learn, about people\u2019s<br>stories<br>I like to try, to understand things<br>possibly things, far, far<br>beyond<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>my<br>understanding<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and maybe most of all, I am a<br>feeling person<br>have been known to<br>internalize<br>the pain of others<br>to<br>carry things on my skin<br>until I can find my way, back<br>to loving kindness<br>again<br><br>this book came highly recommended<br>and was gifted, by myself, to<br>myself<br>for my birthday<br>but I wasn\u2019t sure\u2026<br>if I could<br>do it<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have well over a thousand books in my house<br>a great many I have read,<br>some still waiting<br>their turn<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This book, <strong>The Barn<br><em>The Secret History of A Murder in Mississippi<\/em><br>by Wright Thompson<\/strong><br>will go<br>among my very favourite reads<br>of<br>all<br>time <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and I will always, and repeatedly <br>highly,<br>highly recommend<br>that you<br>read<br>it.<br><br>Thank you Wright Thompson, sincerely<br>for this<br>understanding <br><br>and to those whose life&#8217;s work<br>continues to keep the memory of Emmett Till <br>alive  \u2665 -^- \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On Sunday night I shook myself awakecertain I could hear my old fella,our dear dog Tedbarking his little yelp from downstairsin later years, he did this bark-cry for companywhen he could no longer climb the stairsstarting to rise, I threw&hellip; 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