{"id":5073,"date":"2025-03-28T17:15:05","date_gmt":"2025-03-28T21:15:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5073"},"modified":"2025-03-28T17:15:05","modified_gmt":"2025-03-28T21:15:05","slug":"otherwise","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5073","title":{"rendered":"otherwise&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>This morning I watch a robin<br>as he\/she walks along<br>in the garden<br>a very hopeful sort of bird<br>ushering in the certain signs<br>of spring<br>the joy of spotting crocuses<br>and a multitude of green sprouts<br>the robin then takes a stop at the small pond<br>I watch wondering<br>a drink\u2026\u00a0 or a<br>dip<br>it turns out, a very quick dip<br>perhaps in the trend of the day<br>a rather ccc-<br>cold<br>plunge<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>the blue jays come next, and they<br>as winter birds, are just<br>a little braver<br>followed by the starlings and a grackle<br>the pond, quite a popular spot<br>this morning<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>grateful to sit just quietly here<br>and watch<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>March has been tough, I can say<br>I\u2019m not quite feeling<br>myself,<br>or possibly I am feeling<br>far<br>too<br>much<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am at this point, so very sick and tired<br>of ugly, divisive un-factual horrendously despicable politics<br>and a world in which there is little to no<br>integrity<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>where human suffering is brushed aside<br>for loud, ego driven<br>bravado<br>and people no longer think<br>before they speak<br>where very little is backed<br>or sought out<br>by facts<br>and very much<br>eagerly<br>repeated<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>it\u2019s dirty, it\u2019s messy<br>and it\u2019s really hard to get away from<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>so\u2026<br>I have made myself a long playlist of<br>love songs<br>and I am<br>reading about gardens<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have two very dear friends, going through<br>great struggles<br>and I am concentrating great love<br>and kindness in their directions<br>(as all I have)<br><br>I am holding my own heart<br>with tenderness<br>(as all I know)<br><br>I&#8217;m listening<br>to the<br>birds<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and I am open to anything lovely you have to say,<br>I want human kindness, <br>I want compassion, and person to person<br>understanding<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>but for today<br>this<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>will be<br>all\u00a0 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>because my friends,<br>I fear, we<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>just aren&#8217;t going to make it<br>otherwise&#8230;  \u2665<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This morning I watch a robinas he\/she walks alongin the gardena very hopeful sort of birdushering in the certain signsof springthe joy of spotting crocusesand a multitude of green sproutsthe robin then takes a stop at the small pondI watch&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5073\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":5074,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[293,1202,100,446,223,984,986,74],"class_list":["post-5073","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-beingkindness","tag-hearts","tag-imforthebirds","tag-inthiswritersgarden","tag-noticelife","tag-robins","tag-spring","tag-toyouthisday"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5073","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5073"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5073\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5076,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5073\/revisions\/5076"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5074"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5073"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5073"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5073"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}