{"id":5290,"date":"2025-12-19T17:49:17","date_gmt":"2025-12-19T22:49:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5290"},"modified":"2025-12-19T17:49:17","modified_gmt":"2025-12-19T22:49:17","slug":"horrible-beautiful-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5290","title":{"rendered":"horrible, beautiful, love&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>The week begins<br>pretty horrific, actually<br>days of unspeakable tragedy<br>and devastating sadness<br>compounded of course, by a most inhumane<br>self-centric buffoon, who<br>just when one thinks cannot possibly get worse<br>always, always<br>does<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>heavy, heavy heart\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>lightened ever so slightly<br>by a very grand outpouring<br>of love<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>at work<br>I start to spot hearts, in the dirt<br>in the core of my apple<br>in small fallen leaves<br>and the ladybug that travels my arm<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>at mid-week<br>we wait at the train station<br>to gather up<br>daughter number two for Christmas<br>a young man walks by with<br>a small bouquet of roses in hand<br>I smile&#8230;<br>inside watching for that familiar face<br>ahead of her<br>descending the ramp<br>a lovely young lady excitedly chats away<br>holding the bouquet<br>and the young man\u2019s arm<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>the blessing of sweet love<br>shared<br>together<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>juxtaposed<br>with the stark loneliness of<br>the young-ish woman outside, scarred skin<br>bitten by the bitter cold wind<br>looking for hand-outs and discarded bits of<br>food<br>in the garbage<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>food bank donations made, but nothing to offer<br>here<br>I talk to my husband about a woman<br>who travels with care packages in her car<br>for<br>kindness<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>back at home, after finishing up a little<br>Christmas shop, thinking of simple ways to<br>spread joy<br>while weighing out the \u201choliday\u201d of rampant<br>consumerism<br>I take just a few minutes wander in the garden<br>and look to the roses<br>that somehow stay so delicately beautiful<br>despite <br>the nasty cold<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>back inside, warm<br>intentioned<br>I send loving kindness<br>anywhere it may be needed<br>and top up donations to those<br>in need in my own country, as well as<br>a few others in our shared<br>world<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kindness<br>love<br>and hope<br>simple gifts<br><br>and also\u2026 \u00a0as always, <br>I send <br>along<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>a few books  \u2665<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The week beginspretty horrific, actuallydays of unspeakable tragedyand devastating sadnesscompounded of course, by a most inhumaneself-centric buffoon, whojust when one thinks cannot possibly get worsealways, alwaysdoes heavy, heavy heart\u2026 lightened ever so slightlyby a very grand outpouringof love at workI&hellip; <br \/><a class=\"read-more-button\" href=\"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5290\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":5291,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1054,446,198,1286,74,1285,85],"class_list":["post-5290","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-christmas","tag-inthiswritersgarden","tag-kindnessandlove","tag-readingmakesyousmart","tag-toyouthisday","tag-whatyougivetheworld","tag-writelife"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5290","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5290"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5290\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5293,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5290\/revisions\/5293"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5291"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5290"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5290"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5290"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}