{"id":5329,"date":"2026-02-04T15:36:47","date_gmt":"2026-02-04T20:36:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5329"},"modified":"2026-02-04T15:36:47","modified_gmt":"2026-02-04T20:36:47","slug":"its-not-that-id-forgotten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5329","title":{"rendered":"it&#8217;s not that i&#8217;d forgotten&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>It\u2019s not that I\u2019d forgotten<br>how much I<br>loved<br>the out of doors<br>I suppose really, I\u2019d forgotten<br>how much<br>I need it<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>today for a time, is<br>beautifully bright in the garden<br>and though I don\u2019t much like the cold<br>this morning<br>it\u2019s just me and the dogs<br>so pulling on my husband\u2019s coat and<br>boots<br>the boys are off to hopefully disperse some energy<br>while I go out<br>to feed the birds<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>we\u2019d been out of seed for a time<br>and then a terrible cold snap,<br>and I\u2019d left the filling mostly to my husband<br>this morning it\u2019s the sun peeking through<br>clouds<br>and familiar words by Mary Oliver<br>that often come to mind<br>as the sun shines in my eyes<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u201cHello sun in my face.<br>Hello you who made the morning and spread it over<br>the fields.<br>\u2026 good morning, good morning, good<br>morning<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Watch now, how I start the day in happiness,<br>in kindness.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and a darling little red-breasted nuthatch<br>on the suet<br>that drew me out<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>it is cold, but certainly not as cold<br>as it has been<br>the snow sparkles, a light fluffy topcoat<br>for decoration<br>I breathe in the fresh, and have a look around<br>at the garden<br>slumbering under blankets<br>the gorgeous snow caps on the birdbaths<br>piled high like Victorian cakes<br>at a lavish tea party<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I look up at the sky<br>and rise with the ascendance of clouds<br>against the blue<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>it\u2019s relatively quiet<br>and yes,<br>I <br>just&#8230;  <br>love it here<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I take a large scoop of seed<br>out through the gate<br>to the front garden feeder<br>just as I begin to fill, a great chorus surrounds<br>and a flutter of sparrows<br>cheep and chirp their way to the centre<br>of the bare shrub beside me<br>they gather me up in their songs of joyous gratitude<br>for replenishment<br>amplified, surrounding me on all sides<br>I smile at what feels like a standing ovation<br>and bow my head in mutual gratitude<br>for what has now been exchanged<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We must not turn blind eyes to all that is being<br>taken, overrun and destroyed<br>by despicable acts<br>by despicable people<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yet, still <br>in this old world<br>we do so need<br>peaceful moments<br>and all efforts<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>to keep beautiful things<br>alive \u2665<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It\u2019s not that I\u2019d forgottenhow much Ilovedthe out of doorsI suppose really, I\u2019d forgottenhow muchI need it today for a time, isbeautifully bright in the gardenand though I don\u2019t much like the coldthis morningit\u2019s just me and the dogsso pulling&hellip; 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