{"id":5489,"date":"2026-09-26T13:59:02","date_gmt":"2026-09-26T17:59:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5489"},"modified":"2026-09-26T13:59:03","modified_gmt":"2026-09-26T17:59:03","slug":"autumnal-pines","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=5489","title":{"rendered":"autumnal pines&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I guess I didn\u2019t realize how close to tears, I was<br>although really, it is<br>almost always<br>the case<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>you know the expression, I feel this<br>I can tell you, I<br>am in a perpetual state<br>of<br>feeling<br><br>this<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>earlier this week, I wrote to a friend<br>it seems fall has just quietly snuck in on beautiful slippers<br>gently removing the extreme heat<br>bringing along cooler evenings for<br>sleeping<br>comfortably.<br>How wonderful!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>very fond I am of spring with all of it\u2019s<br>promise<br>and gloriously hot summers do<br>soothe the skin<br>but fall always seems to be a sort of<br>gentle time<br>of<br>transition<br>doesn\u2019t it<br><br>still<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>the garden begins<br>to thin<br>some things to golden, some<br>to<br>brown<br><br>things start to feel<br>less<br>active<br>this is not to say that some lovely beings<br>are not busy<br>socking away their stores for<br>less abundant seasons<br>but the constant rattle and<br>hum<br>tends to die down a little<br>readying I suppose<br>all<br>of<br>us<br>for times of rest<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>days have been simply beautiful<br>beginning in sunshine<br>and skies so<br>blue<br>clouds have been wonderfully<br>wispy<br>and the roses just keep coming forth<br>completely unbothered by subtle hints of<br>cooling<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>even so, you know<br>it feels an equally important time to<br>keep reminding oneself<br>of love<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>to walk away from dirty politics<br>and foundations built on ridiculous lies<br>to leave off gigantic egos and amasses of<br>millions<br>to boldly showing your racism and bigotry<br>misogyny and rot<br>in thinking you are showing how smart you are<br>when instead&#8230;<br>you\u2019re just<br>scared<br><br>to care instead about people<br>about <br>people<br>smaller picture stuff<br>instead of sweeping broad brushes<br>slathered in<br>paint<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>care about how you are and<br>where you are<br>and if you are well<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>to surrounding yourself and all<br>of those around you<br><br>in love<br>and in kindness<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>in gentler ways<br>of loving<br><br>as days become<br>just that little bit<br>shorter<br><br>and nights<br>when you can lay down your head<br>snuggle under blankets<br>in gratitude<br>for keeping your heart open<br>and<br>for feeling<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>all<br><br>of this \u2665<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>May you be well<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I guess I didn\u2019t realize how close to tears, I wasalthough really, it isalmost alwaysthe case you know the expression, I feel thisI can tell you, Iam in a perpetual stateoffeeling this earlier this week, I wrote to a friendit&hellip; 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