It rained hard all night
every time I woke
it was pelting the window
and now with it being October, it feels slightly different
not a nourishing kind of rain
more the kind that adds
to
decay<\/p>\n\n\n\n
inside it kind of feels
like my heart has developed a slow
steady
drip<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but more like a tear
that falls
soft and
silent
the ones you might barely
notice<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or like that small pointy bit
at the bottom of it, you know
like when we draw the shape of a heart
like that point has been snagged on a piece of
splintered floor board
trampled under foot,
or completely torn off<\/p>\n\n\n\n
outside noise is once again
thunderous
yet one more disgusting display comes to light
and far too many of us
can feel the bruises<\/p>\n\n\n\n
one more assault brush it aside, clean it all up makes one so angry out for my walk faint reminders… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" It rained hard all nightevery time I wokeit was pelting the windowand now with it being October, it feels slightly differentnot a nourishing kind of rainmore the kind that addstodecay inside it kind of feelslike my heart has developed a…
where you will invite many
and not one
NOT ONE<\/strong>
will report it<\/p>\n\n\n\n
no real need after all,
to
sully
his promising future<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and so
weary
and my god, your god… ANYBODY’S GOD
do tell me
how do we prevent
the decomposition
of humanity
I just don’t know<\/p>\n\n\n\n
clouds fully close in again
taking most all colour
from the skies
rain continues to threaten
heartening I guess,
to have noticed a wet heart shape on the bathmat
this morning, beside the dog
and on my way back home
to spot the very
last
of the
sweet peas <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I guess \u2665<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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