news this morning
\nhits my husband first
\nand then to me<\/p>\n
the sudden and completely unexpected death and we are left shocked I am suddenly the mind races and friends, it can’t … I can hear your voice not a delicate flower not inclined I have a fondness we shared a love of books how to possibly balance it’s so hard to process<\/p>\n this news<\/p>\n it’s not right how do we.. …<\/p>\n Hold on to each other and be gentle<\/p>\n I don’t know how we find comfort I just know it’s good to and be kind<\/p>\n because we really do ..<\/p>\n and so I’m sending Love today, I’m sending Love.<\/p>\n in loving kindness and peace, my friend \u2665<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" news this morning hits my husband first and then to me the sudden and completely unexpected death of a friend a wife a mother and we are left shocked and saddened sat in stunned silence I am suddenly covered in…
\nof a friend
\na wife
\na mother<\/span><\/p>\n
\nand saddened
\nsat in stunned
\nsilence<\/p>\n
\ncovered in goosebumps
\nhands are ice cold
\nand I am shaking
\nunable to process…<\/p>\n
\nthe heart aches
\na son without his mother
\na husband without his
\npartner
\na family,
\nwithout …<\/p>\n
\nand friends,
\nand
\nfriends<\/p>\n
\nI can’t …
\ndoesn’t make sense
\nmy stomach turns
\nand I feel sick<\/p>\n
\nI can see your smile
\nthat lights into a
\nlovely sarcastic grin
\nthat laugh!<\/p>\n
\na straight-forward
\nsharp shooter
\nyet beautiful
\nin the very real sense
\nof herself<\/p>\n
\nto mush
\nbut oh so kind
\nand caring
\njust the same<\/p>\n
\nfor strong intelligent women
\nand as she knew – great nurses
\nand wicked sharp wit
\nand Nancy was indeed
\nall of these things<\/p>\n
\nthe transformation of children
\nhusbands
\nand
\nhome
\nlife<\/p>\n
\nthe elation in my own home
\nthis morning
\nwith the absolute
\ndevastation
\nin yours<\/p>\n
\nit’s NOT RIGHT
\nIT’S
\nJUST
\nNOT
\nRIGHT!!!<\/p>\n
\nhow can we..
\nhow..<\/p>\n
\nthat’s all I know
\nhold hands
\nhold hearts
\nhold
\ntogether<\/p>\n
\nI don’t
\nknow<\/p>\n
\nwhen it’s shaky ground
\nwe’re on
\nwhen words don’t come
\ndon’t seem …
\nenough<\/p>\n
\nfind a hand
\nto hold
\nand be held<\/p>\n
\nwe really do
\nneed
\neach other<\/p>\n
\nwherever you need it
\nmost<\/p>\n
\nwith a heavy heart<\/p>\n
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