{"id":688,"date":"2016-07-01T17:16:51","date_gmt":"2016-07-01T21:16:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=688"},"modified":"2016-07-02T10:45:07","modified_gmt":"2016-07-02T14:45:07","slug":"to-the-sailing-of-clouds","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=688","title":{"rendered":"to the sailing of clouds&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">waking up to rain showers<br \/>\nscurrying in the window<br \/>\ntapping their way across the sill<br \/>\nto jumping and splashing along the floor<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">can&#8217;t seem to concentrate on my book<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">it feels like a transitioning kind of day<br \/>\nthere has been much sadness weighing us down<br \/>\nair feels thick, when grief is around<br \/>\nbut this is not our place to stay<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\">how to move gracefully<br \/>\nthrough<br \/>\nthe echos of loss<br \/>\nthat still linger<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\">let&#8217;s take a walk<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\">above<br \/>\nthe sky appears grey and cloudy<br \/>\nfinding my spot<br \/>\nI close my eyes, and smile at the sky<br \/>\nbreathing in the fresh air of a new day<br \/>\na new month<br \/>\nfeel the breeze washing over my skin<br \/>\nbreathing in deep<br \/>\nsmile wide across my face<br \/>\nheart open<br \/>\nlungs fill<br \/>\nwhen i open my eyes<br \/>\nthe sky is blue and bright<br \/>\nthe clouds are large cottony billows<br \/>\nand the sun<br \/>\nshines<br \/>\non me<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">much of the garden appears to bend in gratitude<br \/>\nfor the brief blessings of rain<br \/>\npetals have laid down<br \/>\nin adornment<br \/>\nthe wind teases<br \/>\ngathering everyone up<br \/>\nto dance<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">on their new legs<br \/>\nand new found freedom<br \/>\nthe toads have left the pond<br \/>\nit suddenly feels a bit empty<br \/>\nwithout so much activity to check up on<br \/>\nbut the fish still gather to greet me<br \/>\nand I am happy to see just how big the snails are growing<br \/>\na fresh new lily is beaming<br \/>\nbrightly<br \/>\nand soon<br \/>\nso am I<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">the sun shines down on the faces of the daisies<br \/>\nlighting them in glory<br \/>\nthere are roses blossoming and there are roses fading<br \/>\nboth in beauty<br \/>\nthe currant bushes are heavy with fruit<br \/>\nabundant and delicious, this year&#8217;s crop<br \/>\nI graciously share my bounty with the birds,<br \/>\nor perhaps it is they<br \/>\nwho are sharing with me<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">wandering<br \/>\nthe greyness closes in again<br \/>\nreminding me<br \/>\nthat grief is long and lasting<br \/>\nand the feeling of loss<br \/>\nand pain for another&#8217;s heartache<br \/>\nthat doesn&#8217;t really go away<br \/>\nrather it floats over, closes in and hangs us low<br \/>\nmuch like the clouds<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">but also that the light<br \/>\nthat shines is still there<br \/>\nwaiting<br \/>\nwarming<br \/>\nglowing<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">beckoning<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">much like the sun<br \/>\nand Love<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">and in this there is always Gratitude<br \/>\nbecause<br \/>\nthere is Love<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">in an open heart<br \/>\nin things of beauty<br \/>\nin life<br \/>\nin all it&#8217;s coming<br \/>\nand going<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">as<br \/>\nit does<br \/>\ncome<br \/>\nand<br \/>\nit does<br \/>\ngo<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">just as the sailing of clouds<\/p>\n<p id=\"yiv1232357007yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1467397714638_6069\" dir=\"ltr\" data-setdir=\"false\">and your hand in mine<\/p>\n<p>for today,<br \/>\nlet&#8217;s just keep walking \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>waking up to 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