{"id":739,"date":"2016-07-27T17:38:33","date_gmt":"2016-07-27T21:38:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=739"},"modified":"2016-07-27T17:38:33","modified_gmt":"2016-07-27T21:38:33","slug":"teetering-towards-light","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=739","title":{"rendered":"teetering towards light&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>If I could give to you<br \/>\nthis day<\/p>\n<p>then<br \/>\nMy, how you would<br \/>\nshine!<\/p>\n<p>the bluest of skies<br \/>\nand the sun<br \/>\nin her brightest glory<\/p>\n<p>not a day for squinting<br \/>\nor shade<br \/>\nbut to open your arms<br \/>\nwide<br \/>\nand to<br \/>\nsoar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>stepping out this morning<br \/>\nmy first visitor in the garden<br \/>\nis a monarch butterfly<br \/>\nsuch a wonderful<br \/>\nsight<\/p>\n<p>sitting with a coffee and<br \/>\nmy book<br \/>\nI feel a slight tickle on my leg<br \/>\nand look to discover<br \/>\na little white fuzzy caterpillar<br \/>\ninching his way up the leg<br \/>\nof my shorts<\/p>\n<p>while we chat, \u00a0I assist this little fellow<br \/>\nin his re-location<br \/>\nto greener pastures<br \/>\nMrs. Cardinal comes to sit<br \/>\non my chair<br \/>\nand her Mr<br \/>\nperches on the basket<br \/>\nof my bike<br \/>\nresting under the tree<\/p>\n<p>the batteries in the camera<br \/>\nare dead<br \/>\nno captures this morning<br \/>\nonly<br \/>\nsights<\/p>\n<p>I have just finished a fantastic book<br \/>\nand I sit to write a review<\/p>\n<p>flies start to annoy<br \/>\nand rather suddenly<br \/>\na wave of nausea<br \/>\noverwhelms me<br \/>\nallergies .. \u00a0hah!<br \/>\nI am forced back inside<br \/>\nfor reprieve<\/p>\n<p>I can feel myself<br \/>\nteetering on the edge<br \/>\nof low- ness<br \/>\ntension<br \/>\nis there<br \/>\nis<br \/>\nhere&#8230;<br \/>\nmy light sometimes<br \/>\nflickering<br \/>\nlike a candle bothered<br \/>\nby a breeze<\/p>\n<p>sharp words with my husband<br \/>\nlast night<br \/>\nhave left us in a kind of<br \/>\nnecessary silence<br \/>\nuntil we have<br \/>\ngiven each other<br \/>\nenough space<br \/>\nto cleanse out palates<\/p>\n<p>a bit of quiet today<br \/>\nsuits my need<br \/>\nfor kindness<br \/>\nto ease myself<br \/>\nthrough<\/p>\n<p>to thinking<br \/>\nto feeling<br \/>\nto<br \/>\nbreathing<\/p>\n<p>to carefully<br \/>\ntending<br \/>\nthat little flame<\/p>\n<p>and<br \/>\nto keeping<br \/>\nit lit<\/p>\n<p>to allowing for sunshine<br \/>\nmixed with the passing of<br \/>\nclouds<\/p>\n<p>yet still<br \/>\nto embracing<br \/>\nLove<br \/>\nand beauty<br \/>\nin quiet<br \/>\ngentle ways<br \/>\nas,\u00a0it&#8217;s all\u00a0still there<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nhere<\/p>\n<p>and yes, to the occasional<br \/>\nwooly white<br \/>\ncaterpillar<br \/>\nin your shorts<\/p>\n<p>to make you smile<\/p>\n<p>you see,<\/p>\n<p>If I could give to you<br \/>\nthis day<\/p>\n<p>My how you would shine \u2665<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If I could give to you this day then My, how you would shine! 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