{"id":840,"date":"2016-09-14T17:14:08","date_gmt":"2016-09-14T21:14:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=840"},"modified":"2016-09-15T20:39:55","modified_gmt":"2016-09-16T00:39:55","slug":"colours-of-a-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=840","title":{"rendered":"colours of a day…"},"content":{"rendered":"
\n
today i am wistfully blue<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
lightish grey<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
offish white<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
or possibly my favourite<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
just a<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
pale<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
yellow<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
the sun is shining<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
beautifully\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
on my face<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
and I feel myself<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
in <\/span>want<\/span><\/div>\n
of\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
nurturing<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
but what<\/span><\/div>\n
when we ourselves<\/span><\/div>\n
are the<\/span><\/div>\n
nurturers<\/span><\/div>\n
and men<\/span><\/div>\n
just don’t understand<\/span><\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
or do they?<\/span><\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
maybe it doesn’t help<\/span><\/div>\n
that I am reading a book<\/span><\/div>\n
about family dynamics
\ncaring for aging parents,<\/span><\/div>\n
losing one’s parents<\/span><\/div>\n
clearing and sorting<\/span><\/div>\n
of the stuff<\/span><\/div>\n
of life<\/span><\/div>\n
and these are\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
things that continue<\/span><\/div>\n
to spill over<\/span><\/div>\n
here<\/span><\/div>\n
books have a way of\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
sucking me in<\/span><\/div>\n
and family dynamics …<\/span><\/div>\n
\n

heh! stories for another time<\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n<\/div>\n

most likely I am feeling
\nseasonal<\/span><\/div>\n
as things edge closer<\/span><\/div>\n
to\u00a0<\/span>changing and <\/span><\/div>\n
fading<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
fortunately, \u00a0I suppose<\/span><\/div>\n
fall<\/span><\/div>\n
does seem a season<\/span><\/div>\n
of nurturing<\/span><\/div>\n
gathering in, in comfort and warmth<\/span><\/div>\n
it’s just<\/div>\n
the adjusting<\/div>\n
to<\/div>\n
and of course<\/div>\n
the letting go
\nwith a necessary
\nease<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
and<\/div>\n
so I offer myself<\/div>\n
a bit of<\/div>\n
\n

kindness<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

possibly today<\/div>\n
I am not<\/div>\n
just<\/div>\n
a pale yellow,<\/div>\n
but a soft<\/div>\n
buttery, supple<\/div>\n
soothing<\/div>\n
Light
\nyellow<\/div>\n
warmed gently<\/div>\n
\n

from within<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n
the raspy, buzzing sounds<\/div>\n
of a grasshopper<\/div>\n
draw my attention<\/div>\n
to the pond<\/div>\n
suddenly a flutter of wings<\/div>\n
\n
float by\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
in a shadow
\nabove<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
and I look around for\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
the owner<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
\n

but I can’t seem to place them<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n<\/div>\n

<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
a cloud moves<\/span><\/div>\n
light\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
shines
\nand I smile
\n<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
back\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
up to the sun<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
deep breath in<\/span><\/div>\n
eyes close<\/div>\n
heart open<\/div>\n
and in Gratitude
\nand Kindness<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
\n

I think,<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n<\/div>\n

<\/div>\n
<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
perhaps<\/span><\/div>\n
those wings…<\/span><\/div>\n
they<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
belong<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
to<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
\n
me \u2665<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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today i am wistfully blue lightish grey offish white or possibly my favourite just a pale yellow \u00a0 the sun is shining beautifully\u00a0 on my face and I feel myself in want of\u00a0 nurturing but what when we ourselves are…
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