{"id":871,"date":"2016-09-24T16:46:18","date_gmt":"2016-09-24T20:46:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=871"},"modified":"2016-09-25T11:53:38","modified_gmt":"2016-09-25T15:53:38","slug":"to-a-fading-of-blossoms","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=871","title":{"rendered":"to a fading of blossoms&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s much cooler this morning,<br \/>\nI sit with my coffee<br \/>\nand book<br \/>\nand my feet are cold<br \/>\nmy husband seems to have found<br \/>\na golf course with his name on it<br \/>\nand so today, I quietly read<br \/>\nalone<br \/>\nthe girls have befriended a neighbourhood<br \/>\ncat, who ventured into our yard yesterday<br \/>\nand even though he sports a pink collar<br \/>\nthey have named him Tim<br \/>\nand despite said &#8216;pink&#8217; collar, we all refer to Tim as a &#8216;him&#8217;<br \/>\nwhile being forced to leave him last night<br \/>\nin the dark<br \/>\non the back porch<br \/>\naround 10:00 as I said no to bringing him in<br \/>\nassuring them both, that Tim already<br \/>\nhas a home to go to \u00a0&#8230; \u00a0somewhere<br \/>\nand our own two cats and two dogs<br \/>\nmay not be as welcoming \u00a0as we<br \/>\nto this guest<br \/>\nstill<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t help but checking this morning<br \/>\nwondering if he is still there,<br \/>\nwaiting<br \/>\nfor kindness and affection<br \/>\nto return<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t see him, so I head to the pond<br \/>\nand then to my spot<br \/>\nin the sun<br \/>\nI close my eyes and raise my face, my chest<br \/>\nand my arms<br \/>\nto Light<br \/>\ntouch my forehead<br \/>\nto Love<br \/>\nthen bring them to rest<br \/>\nat my heart<br \/>\nto Peace<br \/>\nI stay in this peaceful pose<br \/>\nsurrounded by warming grace<br \/>\nuntil Mr. Blue starts to yell<br \/>\nslightly disturbed<br \/>\nI open one eye to watch him land<br \/>\nat the bird bath<br \/>\nand then suddenly I apologize<br \/>\nas it seems I have let it go dry<br \/>\nand he certainly would like me to know this<br \/>\noff then, to get the hose and a few nuts<br \/>\nas a peaceful offering<br \/>\nour little woodpecker is back<br \/>\nevery morning again<br \/>\nand the cardinals<br \/>\nthey never seem to leave<br \/>\nor tire of tapping the window<br \/>\nand teasing the cat<br \/>\nwhile I read<br \/>\nmost of the flowers now are<br \/>\ncoming to their ends<br \/>\nlying lazily around<br \/>\nand beauty starting to fade<br \/>\nas the season changes<br \/>\nalthough two of my roses<br \/>\nare still bursting forth<br \/>\nin radiance<br \/>\nvery few trumpets are left<br \/>\nand I believe the hummingbirds<br \/>\nare off now<br \/>\nhaving gotten their fill<br \/>\nfor the journey<br \/>\nthe bees are still busy gathering<br \/>\nin frequent flurry<br \/>\nI am feeling the slight ache<br \/>\nof endings<br \/>\ncaught between fading blossoms<br \/>\nand spider webs<br \/>\nsuspended in cradles<br \/>\nto catch the falling leaves<br \/>\nand sometimes<br \/>\nmy tears<br \/>\nas I find myself caught<br \/>\nby beauty, and Love<br \/>\nand aching tender hearts<br \/>\nand I try<br \/>\nsomehow<br \/>\nto cradle<br \/>\nthe roughness of this world<br \/>\ngently<br \/>\nand in my own small way<br \/>\nto offer it<br \/>\nkindness<\/p>\n<p>and so<br \/>\nonce again I find<br \/>\nmy place<br \/>\nin the sun<br \/>\nand I raise my arms<br \/>\nto Light<br \/>\nto Love<br \/>\nto Peace<\/p>\n<p>and here I rest<br \/>\nand soak this in<br \/>\nallowing these things<br \/>\nto fill<\/p>\n<p>and then<br \/>\nfrom somewhere above<br \/>\n(which is actually the upstairs window)<br \/>\nJoan Jett \u00a0and the Blackhearts begin to rock<br \/>\nas if on cue<br \/>\na small flock of crows<br \/>\ndecide to join in<\/p>\n<p>breaking my peace, or<br \/>\nbringing my attention here<br \/>\nto the grass at my feet<br \/>\nwhere I find<br \/>\nthis lovely little mushroom<br \/>\npatiently<br \/>\nquietly<br \/>\nawaiting my attention<br \/>\nto<br \/>\nLove<br \/>\nand this gift<\/p>\n<p>and in very great and full<br \/>\nGratitude<\/p>\n<p>I smile \u2665<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s much cooler this morning, I sit with my coffee and book and my feet are cold my husband seems to have found a golf course with his name on it and so today, I quietly read alone the girls&hellip; 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