{"id":911,"date":"2016-10-28T17:55:06","date_gmt":"2016-10-28T21:55:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=911"},"modified":"2016-10-28T18:16:16","modified_gmt":"2016-10-28T22:16:16","slug":"911","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tamara.tedzplace.ca\/?p=911","title":{"rendered":"a walk among leaves&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>it&#8217;s nearing the end of October<br \/>\nand skies have been very<br \/>\ngrey<br \/>\nwet, dreary<br \/>\ncool and windy\u00a0days<br \/>\nhave kept me<br \/>\nindoors<br \/>\nbut today the sun shines<br \/>\nbright<br \/>\na lovely surprise arrives<br \/>\nfrom a friend<br \/>\nand my wings begin<br \/>\nto flutter &#8230;<br \/>\na walk to the library<br \/>\nin glorious fresh<br \/>\nair<br \/>\nhas me shining<br \/>\neffervescence<br \/>\nI pass an angry looking woman<br \/>\ndressed all in black<br \/>\nand I try to give her my smile<br \/>\nthough I&#8217;m not sure<br \/>\nshe keeps it<br \/>\nundeterred, I have a spare<br \/>\nI breathe in<br \/>\nand look up at the blueness<br \/>\nof the sky<br \/>\nwatch a stream of white<br \/>\nsailing over<br \/>\na small explosion<br \/>\nat the tire place<br \/>\nstartles me into paying attention<br \/>\nto the traffic<br \/>\nand as I cross the street<br \/>\nI realize that I am gripping the bag<br \/>\non my shoulder<br \/>\nrather tightly<br \/>\nand my right hand is also<br \/>\nquite tense<br \/>\nthis is me in the world<br \/>\noutside of my<br \/>\ngarden<br \/>\nsmiling and joyous<br \/>\nin the beauty of<br \/>\na fall day<br \/>\nyet still<br \/>\nslightly fearful<br \/>\nof possible social<br \/>\ninteraction<br \/>\na lady on a bike<br \/>\npedals past me at the lights<br \/>\nand I smile because<br \/>\nshe looks like someone<br \/>\nI know<br \/>\nbut have not seen for some time<br \/>\nsomeone lovely whose name<br \/>\nis Sue<br \/>\nat the library<br \/>\nI relax and breathe in<br \/>\nwonder and<br \/>\nwords<br \/>\nI am quickly among friends<br \/>\nand I gather a few<br \/>\non my way out<br \/>\nI stop at the art gallery<br \/>\nto read the biographies of some<br \/>\nlocal veterans<br \/>\nand to look upon the pictures of<br \/>\ntheir young faces<br \/>\nbright and proud<br \/>\nbarely teenagers<br \/>\npossibly fearful<br \/>\nbut oh so<br \/>\nbrave<br \/>\nsome came home<br \/>\nand some<br \/>\ndid<br \/>\nnot<br \/>\nI read their names<br \/>\nand commit them to my heart<br \/>\nfrom the corner of my eye<br \/>\nI see someone approaching<br \/>\nmy space<br \/>\nthen look to realize<br \/>\nit is my friend<br \/>\nwe met<br \/>\nboth of us proud Mothers<br \/>\nof four<br \/>\nreturning to school after many years<br \/>\nit&#8217;s lovely to see her again<br \/>\nand I think I should hug her<br \/>\nbut I don&#8217;t<br \/>\nboth of us slightly awkward<br \/>\nwith small talk<br \/>\nwe exchange talk of kids<br \/>\nand say our goodbyes<br \/>\nI gather up my books<br \/>\nand head out<br \/>\nback to the<br \/>\nsunshine<br \/>\nand as I walk along<br \/>\ngazing at the blue sky<br \/>\nonce again<br \/>\nI think to myself<br \/>\nI wish I were brave<br \/>\none should never pass up<br \/>\nthe moment you have<br \/>\nto<br \/>\nhug<br \/>\nsomeone \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>it&#8217;s nearing the end of October and skies have been very grey wet, dreary cool and windy\u00a0days have kept me indoors but today the sun shines bright a lovely surprise arrives from a friend and my wings begin to flutter&hellip; 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