I spend the morning resisting the urge to ask him if he still loves me when I know he does, but just sometimes it’s still nice to hear it always I marvel at how someone chooses the everyday the day in and day out of things what makes You love Me I…
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Last night I knock a jar of ginger down off the shelf which then hits the dinner plate below breaking off an edge a brief moment of devastation and disappointment as someone who talks to herself a lot I am very conscious of harsh, defeating self-talk and it’s something…
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Today.. well today is, as they say – all the feels. Today, a day when our big maple tree is cut down, for safety. After a brief but mighty wind blew through in a thunderstorm, last weekbreaking off substantial branches…
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It matters, I will tell you in how you begin when your mood for the day feels rather salty or is it now crunchy, as my daughters might say it matters in how you will get up to make your own coffee open a new book you may not be quite…
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When after a brief but somewhat ferocious storm we are left with the aftermath and destruction, when the fallen and snapped off portions have been cut, chipped and carted away the disfigured remainder left standing now added to the terminal list, how sad one feels at the inevitability of losing one…
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Last night’s Strawberry Full Moon, which was big and bright, but a with the promise of humidity and rain in the air also quite hazy, peeking through the trees while I staying up way past exhaustive time to watch the hockey game was far too tired to…
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This morning finds me feeling a little unwell not sure if it is something I ate or just what but I am taking it slow and gentle already my husband is out in the garden cleaning up bits he thinks I may not notice before he is off to…
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The week begins in high anxiety, which I can tell you feels like a constant churning inside worries of unknown origin incessant gnawing some sort of invisible thing chewing away at small pieces inside of me or running wildly on a wheel to get very quickly nowhere Ugh… really is my…
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“There’s your shot right there, he says, where’s your camera!?! “like it is somehow always attached the current point of focus this little red bugalthough my first shot, when I grab itis a ladybugwho has caught my eye so brilliantly vibrant in the morning…
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Last night, shaken awake by a wild ruckus down the street much yelling and screaming that went on into the wee, wee hours finally and thankfully attended to by police this morning, the dog will not allow me to sleep in so I am up… like a bear and I tell my…
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